A Brand New Beginning
Happy Year 2005!! Its a brand new beginning and calls for a grand celebration!!
Everything that belongs to 2004 came to a halt.. I heaved a sigh of relief.. 2004, the toughest year of my life has finally ended.. reminiscing the hellish nites I've spent on mugging, burnt countless midnight oil on assignments, half asleep in lectures, frustration in work, terribly busy in the office, going without lunch, going without dinner, the muscle strain I've felt during the warehouse shifting period, the numberous weekends I've worked without breaks, and the heartbreaks, the teary nights, the tension and pain in my heart.. all these ended when the clock strikes 12.. Welcome 2005.. Welcome the new Wendy.. chong xin chu fa.. open my heart again, show my love once more.. The new beginning will bring along surprises that will light up my life!!
1 Jan 2005.. I am 24 years and 343 days old.. left 22 days to my 25th birthday, 19 days to go before leaving Avnet.. 1 month and 10 days before CNY.. Have you lived your life worthwhile?? What's ur new year resolution?
So, I was at Lian's hse for dinner.. her mother in law has arrived in Singapore and she's such a fantastic cook.. What gratifying feast we had.. though just simple dishes but i can feel the mother's love for the kids represented by the dishes she whipped up.. then we played a card game and found tat the mother is so cute.. I like the mother so much.. haiz.. reminds me of my late jovial grandmother.. i was saying the mum is sooo cute and she replied, "I'm not cute, I'm just lao tian zhen".. What can I say.. just a simple sentence made me laugh out loud.. i lost 70 cents but its very worthwhile, I hope I can be part of the family, like the youngestt daughter, the baobei of the gang.. terence is like a big bro to me and lian a sister.. oh yea, lian hugged me when i arrived which she told me over sms yesterday tat she wants to give me a hug.. i felt such warmth.. she also pad on my back comfortingly.. Its genuine love for a friend and I felt it deeply in my heart.. I felt loved.. I start crying again.. I dunno why.. its not abt him this time, its just too touched tat there is love afterall.. i may have lost someone i love, but i gained alot of people who love me.. I felt touched.. God is kind to me afterall..
Talking about new year resolutions.. i have always wished that he could come back to me.. or we could go back to the past which is impossible.. sometimes i would imagine tat the clock would turn back and we could live from the beginning again.. but i know its not possible now.. sometimes when you want too much of "that" thing to happen, it will *neh neh ni poo poo* not happen.. and if we din expect anything, the additional "thing" tat happen will come as a surprise... this is life.. so i dun want to expect much.. maybe a more handsome and nicer guy will come along my way, maybe i'll land onto some interesting company with wonderful colleagues and worked happily..?? wahahaa.. dun wanna think about it too much, just go with the flow and surprises will happen along the way ^_^
Happy New Year :)
Everything that belongs to 2004 came to a halt.. I heaved a sigh of relief.. 2004, the toughest year of my life has finally ended.. reminiscing the hellish nites I've spent on mugging, burnt countless midnight oil on assignments, half asleep in lectures, frustration in work, terribly busy in the office, going without lunch, going without dinner, the muscle strain I've felt during the warehouse shifting period, the numberous weekends I've worked without breaks, and the heartbreaks, the teary nights, the tension and pain in my heart.. all these ended when the clock strikes 12.. Welcome 2005.. Welcome the new Wendy.. chong xin chu fa.. open my heart again, show my love once more.. The new beginning will bring along surprises that will light up my life!!
1 Jan 2005.. I am 24 years and 343 days old.. left 22 days to my 25th birthday, 19 days to go before leaving Avnet.. 1 month and 10 days before CNY.. Have you lived your life worthwhile?? What's ur new year resolution?
So, I was at Lian's hse for dinner.. her mother in law has arrived in Singapore and she's such a fantastic cook.. What gratifying feast we had.. though just simple dishes but i can feel the mother's love for the kids represented by the dishes she whipped up.. then we played a card game and found tat the mother is so cute.. I like the mother so much.. haiz.. reminds me of my late jovial grandmother.. i was saying the mum is sooo cute and she replied, "I'm not cute, I'm just lao tian zhen".. What can I say.. just a simple sentence made me laugh out loud.. i lost 70 cents but its very worthwhile, I hope I can be part of the family, like the youngestt daughter, the baobei of the gang.. terence is like a big bro to me and lian a sister.. oh yea, lian hugged me when i arrived which she told me over sms yesterday tat she wants to give me a hug.. i felt such warmth.. she also pad on my back comfortingly.. Its genuine love for a friend and I felt it deeply in my heart.. I felt loved.. I start crying again.. I dunno why.. its not abt him this time, its just too touched tat there is love afterall.. i may have lost someone i love, but i gained alot of people who love me.. I felt touched.. God is kind to me afterall..
Talking about new year resolutions.. i have always wished that he could come back to me.. or we could go back to the past which is impossible.. sometimes i would imagine tat the clock would turn back and we could live from the beginning again.. but i know its not possible now.. sometimes when you want too much of "that" thing to happen, it will *neh neh ni poo poo* not happen.. and if we din expect anything, the additional "thing" tat happen will come as a surprise... this is life.. so i dun want to expect much.. maybe a more handsome and nicer guy will come along my way, maybe i'll land onto some interesting company with wonderful colleagues and worked happily..?? wahahaa.. dun wanna think about it too much, just go with the flow and surprises will happen along the way ^_^
Happy New Year :)
posted by wEnDy @ 1:44 AM
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