Reminiscene
Friday
Christmas Eve.. nothing much to do at work and biding my luck to see if can go home early.. intending to go for a last min shopping at TM.. finally, there's an activity tonite.. be gg to bro's hse for dinner and play with kaikai.. so thinking of buying them something cuz i really dun want to go empty handed.. distributed the chocolates to all my colleagues, less the ones to the bosses.. one of them is not in today so i can save a packet of chocolates.. the other is in a meeting.. swallow 2 rochers this morning.. seldom eat chocos but its XMAS, who cares..??! trying to book a chalet during my bday period and also the time when i "rot".. 2 choices - government chalet if my police fren manages to ballot for it.. or ntuc at discounted rate.. shall wait.. tomolo ivan shall come to my hse to fix up my new cpu.. feels kinda broke but lucky today already got pay.. heheez.. hitting flies here, maybe i shd fill up my blog with words (again) + junk.. wahahaaaa...
Want to hear a story..??! about me.?? its a very innocent story, something that happened 10 years ago, about a guy.. whom i can seriously say, someone i have liked and not forgotten over the years.. he is CT, whom I know when i was in sec 2.. he's a yr younger than me, so he was in sec 1 then.. i was a prefect tat yr, so i have to stand guard behind the sec 1 classes during morning assembly.. he was in the class i was in charge of, and he sat at the very last row where i stood guard.. we would engage in chatting and teasing during morning assembly, and every silent reading session became a socializing party for us.. (of coz, in a quiet manner) slowly, i think i develop feelings for him.. everytime we met in the school canteen, we would talk.. we became close as a result and he called me da-jie while i called him xiao-di.. he was the first guy i knew who is born in April (subsequently there were 2 more).. in the first yr i knew him, i bot him a bag as his bday present.. he was really happy that time.. the following yr, i changed to the morning session while he remained in the afternoon session.. however, we still met in school and would talk everytime.. sometimes i stayed late in school and would see him during recess.. however, our time together became lesser.. yet we can still converse well... that yr, i bot him a weird-shaped mug for his bday.. he mentioned he liked it.. the following yr, my graduating yr, we were in the same session finally.. that yr, i quit being a prefect and had lesser chance of patrolling the classrooms.. the very last time i talked to him was on teacher's day celebration.. that next day after the celebration, school vacation begun.. tat day somehow, he came up to the sec4 floor, he saw me and we began chatting.. he told me he will not come back to school again after the vacation.. i tot he was joking cuz he does not seemed serious.. yet he insisted.. 1 week later, when sch reopens, i never see him again.. tat was 1996, since i last talked and see him.. i think there is never a chance i could see him again, there was no contact numbers and no friends inbetween whom we know.. and i'll never know whats the reason behind him abt departing school.. whats left behind are some sweet and innocent memories.. this has been in my mind for the past 8 yrs and i can still rem his looks clearly.. if there is a chance, or if we are fated, i do hope we could meet again, even if it is along orchard rd, a short glance is fine.. i do not know if he still remembers me, but i still do..
Thursday
Tendered my resignation today.. finally a load off my mind.. but i felt strange.. i was walking around the warehouse reminiscing the empty place before it begun construction.. 6 mths ago, I was so excited about the new place, abt the shifting and abt our new office.. i was so happy then.. brought back so much memories.. things changed every now and then.. the new warehouse is constructed, the cargoes are stacked and the new office is set up, but i am not happy, or shd i say, i am no longer as happy.. it has been a rollarcoaster ride.. things had not turned out well for me since the very first day we shifted in.. my heart was broken right on the day we shifted, so the new office makes me upset everyday.. to leave this place could be the best medicine to cure my broken heart.. thinking back, though i really dun like the job, it is not a bad place to stay afterall.. my colleagues are great and my bosses appreciate and are nice to me.. i had a long talk with the both of them this afternoon.. they are nice as usual but i am not looking back.. i wanna leave and explore more things and experience more of life.. i wanna break free from the shell and live my life all over again.. i need a break to recharge and rethink my motives.. these years of studying had made me lose myself and direction.. i dunno which path shd i take to achieve the ultimate happiness i wanna get out of life.. i need to recuperate, to recourse, and settle myself down for more challenges to come..
i had ribeye steak at jacks place for lunch today.. perhaps another experience for me cuz i rarely eat steak.. perhaps the last one i have eaten could be years ago.. i just wanted to TRY.. and i found that i liked it.. i even begun my research on the cut of steak and which part of the animal gives tender/tough meat.. Experience really counts, cuz i dun wanna live my life with an empty soul and at the end of the day found that i have not made my life worthwhile.. i need a taste of life, something that i did not get enough of in the past.. yet in the process of this, i wanna retain my good nature and will not steer my life off course.. i will still be ME except my life will be more colorful than before.. I want to live a new life again..!
Wednesday
Just another day.. counting down to tomolo when I'll throw that letter and give boss a shock.. starting to plan my activities after quitting.. *haha* nothing much today, just ate alot (aunty visiting soon) but did the aerobics with elle macpherson.. arms abit strained now.. watched league of the extraordinary gentlemen and did joanne's card.. be getting my new cpu on sat! YAY! tomolo will just be another day.. feeling Zzzz now.. nitez
Tuesday
Time to blog.. nothing much at work today, usual stuff and did some housekeeping.. getting ready to leave this place.. be tendering on thu~!! *finally*... supposed to meet tracy and jamie for dinner tonite but cancelled cuz tracy kena fever.. so went tampines mall and cs for shopping.. bot myself 2 pairs of retro earrings at 2 bucks each and finally bot sis a bracelet as xmas present.. quite cheap actually but hope she wont mind cuz i am really br0ke these days.. sign too many bills till my legs turn cottony.. somemore gonna be out of a job soon.. had the most sucky dinner at hans.. first, i was alone, their procedure is take a seat first, read the menu on the table then order at the counter.. i was ALONE, so noone else to chop seats.. the restaurant was rather crowded.. so i ordered at the counter and pointed at the table i wanted to sit.. then, that bl**dy cashier took such a long *damn* time that my seat was taken up by a couple.. had to shift.. so i informed the cashier.. always love their hor fun but today's really sucky.. waited sooo damn long, then *wala* the dish arrived, i couldnt recognise it and immediately said "its not mine".. then again, ask the waitress, "is it hor fun??" she said "yes!" come on, i started eating hans in 1998 and this is the first time that i couldnt recognise its a plate of hor fun.. *kAoZzzz...* u can count the kuay teow --- total 5 pcs.. and they look really pale and sickly.. the side dishes are some miserable prawns, meat, fish and vege.. only a few drops of gravy and it is TASTELESS.. no amount of green chilli can hide the blandness.. i paid good $ for a plate of SH~T.. $5.50 NOT CHEAP OKIE!! this is the worst HANS i've ever eaten.. dear readers, pls DO NOT visit CENTURY SQ HANS - the newly open one.. Home, wanted to do aerobics but is damn LAZY.. so i watched a vcd and chatted with some frens.. did the isqueeze and read a chapter of sex and the city.. life after graduation is DAMN SHIOK!!!:P
Monday
Shitty day at work.. not worth mentioning.. so, was wrapping up the chocolates at home when cousin sms me, saying her Ring is lost :( *HeeHee.. she found it back later lar~!* A turn of events and I was in her *mum's* car going to compasspoint..! she needa buy some undies for her daddy as xmas gift *sweet tot*... dunno wat to buy for jojo's 23rd bday on 29th, so got a $20 metro voucher.. we hit mac *again* for drinks and fries..
at home, sis passed me a small gift for xmas!! its been so long since she last given me a present.. not even on my bday lei~! indeed happi :) but felt guilty at the same time cuz i din buy her anything yet (at all).. so was thinking thinking and thinking the whole morning on the bus what to get her.. she has different tastes and its hard to buy her anything, yet i wanna get her something practical and memorable.. not wanting to get her a voucher cuz usually ppl just forgot what they bot!! and its like extra money.. esp my sis, i wanna get her something she'll rem its 2004 xmas gift!! somehow, our r/s improved recently, eversince she has this bf.. perhaps ppl in love are the most happi :) but i am also a considerate sis and *hello* i can say i treat her bf well okie! somemore i kinda helped them to reveal the truth to ma/pa, else she just dunno how to say! or maybe we kinda spend more time tog now, going shopping more often eversince i was "free".. lets hope this good r/s will continue..
Christmas Eve.. nothing much to do at work and biding my luck to see if can go home early.. intending to go for a last min shopping at TM.. finally, there's an activity tonite.. be gg to bro's hse for dinner and play with kaikai.. so thinking of buying them something cuz i really dun want to go empty handed.. distributed the chocolates to all my colleagues, less the ones to the bosses.. one of them is not in today so i can save a packet of chocolates.. the other is in a meeting.. swallow 2 rochers this morning.. seldom eat chocos but its XMAS, who cares..??! trying to book a chalet during my bday period and also the time when i "rot".. 2 choices - government chalet if my police fren manages to ballot for it.. or ntuc at discounted rate.. shall wait.. tomolo ivan shall come to my hse to fix up my new cpu.. feels kinda broke but lucky today already got pay.. heheez.. hitting flies here, maybe i shd fill up my blog with words (again) + junk.. wahahaaaa...
Want to hear a story..??! about me.?? its a very innocent story, something that happened 10 years ago, about a guy.. whom i can seriously say, someone i have liked and not forgotten over the years.. he is CT, whom I know when i was in sec 2.. he's a yr younger than me, so he was in sec 1 then.. i was a prefect tat yr, so i have to stand guard behind the sec 1 classes during morning assembly.. he was in the class i was in charge of, and he sat at the very last row where i stood guard.. we would engage in chatting and teasing during morning assembly, and every silent reading session became a socializing party for us.. (of coz, in a quiet manner) slowly, i think i develop feelings for him.. everytime we met in the school canteen, we would talk.. we became close as a result and he called me da-jie while i called him xiao-di.. he was the first guy i knew who is born in April (subsequently there were 2 more).. in the first yr i knew him, i bot him a bag as his bday present.. he was really happy that time.. the following yr, i changed to the morning session while he remained in the afternoon session.. however, we still met in school and would talk everytime.. sometimes i stayed late in school and would see him during recess.. however, our time together became lesser.. yet we can still converse well... that yr, i bot him a weird-shaped mug for his bday.. he mentioned he liked it.. the following yr, my graduating yr, we were in the same session finally.. that yr, i quit being a prefect and had lesser chance of patrolling the classrooms.. the very last time i talked to him was on teacher's day celebration.. that next day after the celebration, school vacation begun.. tat day somehow, he came up to the sec4 floor, he saw me and we began chatting.. he told me he will not come back to school again after the vacation.. i tot he was joking cuz he does not seemed serious.. yet he insisted.. 1 week later, when sch reopens, i never see him again.. tat was 1996, since i last talked and see him.. i think there is never a chance i could see him again, there was no contact numbers and no friends inbetween whom we know.. and i'll never know whats the reason behind him abt departing school.. whats left behind are some sweet and innocent memories.. this has been in my mind for the past 8 yrs and i can still rem his looks clearly.. if there is a chance, or if we are fated, i do hope we could meet again, even if it is along orchard rd, a short glance is fine.. i do not know if he still remembers me, but i still do..
Thursday
Tendered my resignation today.. finally a load off my mind.. but i felt strange.. i was walking around the warehouse reminiscing the empty place before it begun construction.. 6 mths ago, I was so excited about the new place, abt the shifting and abt our new office.. i was so happy then.. brought back so much memories.. things changed every now and then.. the new warehouse is constructed, the cargoes are stacked and the new office is set up, but i am not happy, or shd i say, i am no longer as happy.. it has been a rollarcoaster ride.. things had not turned out well for me since the very first day we shifted in.. my heart was broken right on the day we shifted, so the new office makes me upset everyday.. to leave this place could be the best medicine to cure my broken heart.. thinking back, though i really dun like the job, it is not a bad place to stay afterall.. my colleagues are great and my bosses appreciate and are nice to me.. i had a long talk with the both of them this afternoon.. they are nice as usual but i am not looking back.. i wanna leave and explore more things and experience more of life.. i wanna break free from the shell and live my life all over again.. i need a break to recharge and rethink my motives.. these years of studying had made me lose myself and direction.. i dunno which path shd i take to achieve the ultimate happiness i wanna get out of life.. i need to recuperate, to recourse, and settle myself down for more challenges to come..
i had ribeye steak at jacks place for lunch today.. perhaps another experience for me cuz i rarely eat steak.. perhaps the last one i have eaten could be years ago.. i just wanted to TRY.. and i found that i liked it.. i even begun my research on the cut of steak and which part of the animal gives tender/tough meat.. Experience really counts, cuz i dun wanna live my life with an empty soul and at the end of the day found that i have not made my life worthwhile.. i need a taste of life, something that i did not get enough of in the past.. yet in the process of this, i wanna retain my good nature and will not steer my life off course.. i will still be ME except my life will be more colorful than before.. I want to live a new life again..!
Wednesday
Just another day.. counting down to tomolo when I'll throw that letter and give boss a shock.. starting to plan my activities after quitting.. *haha* nothing much today, just ate alot (aunty visiting soon) but did the aerobics with elle macpherson.. arms abit strained now.. watched league of the extraordinary gentlemen and did joanne's card.. be getting my new cpu on sat! YAY! tomolo will just be another day.. feeling Zzzz now.. nitez
Tuesday
Time to blog.. nothing much at work today, usual stuff and did some housekeeping.. getting ready to leave this place.. be tendering on thu~!! *finally*... supposed to meet tracy and jamie for dinner tonite but cancelled cuz tracy kena fever.. so went tampines mall and cs for shopping.. bot myself 2 pairs of retro earrings at 2 bucks each and finally bot sis a bracelet as xmas present.. quite cheap actually but hope she wont mind cuz i am really br0ke these days.. sign too many bills till my legs turn cottony.. somemore gonna be out of a job soon.. had the most sucky dinner at hans.. first, i was alone, their procedure is take a seat first, read the menu on the table then order at the counter.. i was ALONE, so noone else to chop seats.. the restaurant was rather crowded.. so i ordered at the counter and pointed at the table i wanted to sit.. then, that bl**dy cashier took such a long *damn* time that my seat was taken up by a couple.. had to shift.. so i informed the cashier.. always love their hor fun but today's really sucky.. waited sooo damn long, then *wala* the dish arrived, i couldnt recognise it and immediately said "its not mine".. then again, ask the waitress, "is it hor fun??" she said "yes!" come on, i started eating hans in 1998 and this is the first time that i couldnt recognise its a plate of hor fun.. *kAoZzzz...* u can count the kuay teow --- total 5 pcs.. and they look really pale and sickly.. the side dishes are some miserable prawns, meat, fish and vege.. only a few drops of gravy and it is TASTELESS.. no amount of green chilli can hide the blandness.. i paid good $ for a plate of SH~T.. $5.50 NOT CHEAP OKIE!! this is the worst HANS i've ever eaten.. dear readers, pls DO NOT visit CENTURY SQ HANS - the newly open one.. Home, wanted to do aerobics but is damn LAZY.. so i watched a vcd and chatted with some frens.. did the isqueeze and read a chapter of sex and the city.. life after graduation is DAMN SHIOK!!!:P
Monday
Shitty day at work.. not worth mentioning.. so, was wrapping up the chocolates at home when cousin sms me, saying her Ring is lost :( *HeeHee.. she found it back later lar~!* A turn of events and I was in her *mum's* car going to compasspoint..! she needa buy some undies for her daddy as xmas gift *sweet tot*... dunno wat to buy for jojo's 23rd bday on 29th, so got a $20 metro voucher.. we hit mac *again* for drinks and fries..
at home, sis passed me a small gift for xmas!! its been so long since she last given me a present.. not even on my bday lei~! indeed happi :) but felt guilty at the same time cuz i din buy her anything yet (at all).. so was thinking thinking and thinking the whole morning on the bus what to get her.. she has different tastes and its hard to buy her anything, yet i wanna get her something practical and memorable.. not wanting to get her a voucher cuz usually ppl just forgot what they bot!! and its like extra money.. esp my sis, i wanna get her something she'll rem its 2004 xmas gift!! somehow, our r/s improved recently, eversince she has this bf.. perhaps ppl in love are the most happi :) but i am also a considerate sis and *hello* i can say i treat her bf well okie! somemore i kinda helped them to reveal the truth to ma/pa, else she just dunno how to say! or maybe we kinda spend more time tog now, going shopping more often eversince i was "free".. lets hope this good r/s will continue..
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