..:: Wendy's Reverie ::..: Weekend

First time in my life, i partied till daybreak.. peering out the car window to get a glimpse of the morning light... i seldom see this kinda scene.. the air was fresh as we drove on the highway on an early Sunday morning, not much cars in sight... I finally broke down on fernie's shoulders.. the liquor did not drown my sorrows, the dancing did not bounced him off my mind.. after 4 months, he's still there, I wonder why...

As far as i can rem for saturday was alot of travelling, i remembered, i travelled on bus, lrt, mrt, cab, car.. practically all the public transport in singapore... after 3 hours of travelling, i finally stepped foot on ntu ground, a place that seemed foreign to north-easterners like me.. i like the peacefulness, and the serenity of the place.. it is so quiet and so close to nature.. i think i would love living there...

5 hours of partying at dbl-O.. i was there 2 years ago.. the last time i clubbed.. i would love to visit a jazz bar next time.. alot of dancing and my legs ached after that... i love my GPC members..! I enjoyed being with all of u! and let's relife our sex and the city characters again!!

So i did not sleep when i reached home as i washed up and went to meet up lian-jie and bro at hillside dr.. so much travelling for the weekend, i went home, showered again, tried to get some sleep but could not sleep at all.. ah-pok was making too much noise and triggered my sadness.. i was too frustrated and i broke into tears again when everyone had left the house.. i just burst out crying loud and really loud, unlike my usual quiet sobs under the covers, this time, it was real hard crying.. i mumbled lots of rubbish and nonsensical thoughts flooded my mind.. i missed ah-mah and was asking her to take me away, far far away from all these rubbish.. i opened the door and saw her picture facing right at my room.. i miss you, ah-mah!!

so i showered again for the umpteen times.. went out to meet the 2 old fellows again *ops!* we had dinner at crystal jade.. followed by window shopping and a stroll from plaza sing to taka, viewing the christmas lights, was a little disappointed that the lights are not that interesting afterall.. i remembered almost a year ago, i was strolling the same path with mic, it was drizzling and we strolled under the shelter of my 6-year pinkie brolly.. alot of memories.. christmas time always leaves the most memories for me.. last but not least, we had coffee and cheesecake at coffee bean...

at least i can see some daylight in my life with these 2 fellows around.. if without them, i think my skies are still dark.. they accompanied me when i am sad, they hugged me when i cried, they listened to my problems and they share my woes.. this is what i called true friends.. true friends are with you when you are down.. they share your joy and they share your sadness.. i love you both! lian-jie and terence!

so on monday, was supposed to be a mugging day.. well well, i did mugged a little la.. but feeling abit lazy at the same time, so i went out for lunch with lian-jie.. she's not working, so we went for a short window shopping at compass point, then back to my home for a short mugging session, while she explored my mum's isqueeze and icare, and read my magazines.. at 530, we went to her hse.. for an hour long aerobics session, followed by a badminton session.. *I am sportsgal today!* Bro ta-bao fried rice for us, we mix in some pork floss and enjoyed it with a glass of sparkling juice.. *yummy*... they sent me to the bus stop afterwards.. on my way home, i still tot of him.. nevertheless, i told myself, its time to let go.. next year will be better..

Here i am blogging, listening to some xmas jazz music.. how i wished i could live in music all day.. i wished for a happy christmas every year, but it did not come true till now.. i can just keep on wishing that the next christmas will be a better one.. i love christmas lights, i love christmas music, i love the christmas mood, i love everything about christmas... but christmas this year seemed to be colder...