I wish...
I wish I have a pair of wings, to fly me up high into the skies...
I wish I could swim freely in the seas...
I wish I have the bunch of keys, to open up the locks in my heart...
I wish I could live happily from now onwards...
..:: The GPC BDE's wordz ::..
ok, back to the topic of "Nothing hurts like love".. so i just passed chris elena's blog ad.. the youngest of our club members is down again.. triggered my impulse to pen something, specially dedicated for lena baby.. there is no advice i can give, there is no inspirational stories i can tell.. i've been thru it and still going thru a rough patch.. i have not totally overcome the devil tat caused me so much sadness, thus, i cant be a good advicer.. all i can say is, "we are wif u baby!"... only u, urself can overcome it...
trying not to repeat it, but we shd be open with one another... so last nite, i was there crying again.. and woke up with swollen eyes for dunno how many times in these 3 months... the decision to give up totally on a person u love so much is so much sadder than the breakup itself.. i spent months fighting with the question "Give up or not?" even after our breakup on tat teary night, i still carry a hope, a hope that he would come back to me.. he gave me hope and then crushed it... just when he was having problems with his "other gal" (ie. that slut) he came to me, asking me to meet, saying he made a mistake, regretted it very much, his mother likes me alot.. blah blah blah... when i was ready to meet him, he said he had to spend time with his slut.. how hurting can it be??! to be hurt by this man again and again.. just why am i so foolish? i dun understand.. this man had betrayed me, i knew tat i could not have 100% of his heart and yet i still carry a hope that we could be together again.. WHY??! Foolish me... and so, i deleted his contacts.. i dun want to see his online status anymore.. his presence disturbs me.. i want him to be out of my life!! in this way, i could live normally.. but this transition period will be the toughest.. i had to overcome the urge to want to see him again.. i have to depend on my willpower.. Lena, you can do it too... we will overcome it together..!
He claimed that he made a mistake, but he chose to live with that mistake and loved that mistake.. he is a JERK.. why would anyone wanna make me sad?? why did God let me be the victim?? WHY??
I wish I could swim freely in the seas...
I wish I have the bunch of keys, to open up the locks in my heart...
I wish I could live happily from now onwards...
..:: The GPC BDE's wordz ::..
ok, back to the topic of "Nothing hurts like love".. so i just passed chris elena's blog ad.. the youngest of our club members is down again.. triggered my impulse to pen something, specially dedicated for lena baby.. there is no advice i can give, there is no inspirational stories i can tell.. i've been thru it and still going thru a rough patch.. i have not totally overcome the devil tat caused me so much sadness, thus, i cant be a good advicer.. all i can say is, "we are wif u baby!"... only u, urself can overcome it...
trying not to repeat it, but we shd be open with one another... so last nite, i was there crying again.. and woke up with swollen eyes for dunno how many times in these 3 months... the decision to give up totally on a person u love so much is so much sadder than the breakup itself.. i spent months fighting with the question "Give up or not?" even after our breakup on tat teary night, i still carry a hope, a hope that he would come back to me.. he gave me hope and then crushed it... just when he was having problems with his "other gal" (ie. that slut) he came to me, asking me to meet, saying he made a mistake, regretted it very much, his mother likes me alot.. blah blah blah... when i was ready to meet him, he said he had to spend time with his slut.. how hurting can it be??! to be hurt by this man again and again.. just why am i so foolish? i dun understand.. this man had betrayed me, i knew tat i could not have 100% of his heart and yet i still carry a hope that we could be together again.. WHY??! Foolish me... and so, i deleted his contacts.. i dun want to see his online status anymore.. his presence disturbs me.. i want him to be out of my life!! in this way, i could live normally.. but this transition period will be the toughest.. i had to overcome the urge to want to see him again.. i have to depend on my willpower.. Lena, you can do it too... we will overcome it together..!
He claimed that he made a mistake, but he chose to live with that mistake and loved that mistake.. he is a JERK.. why would anyone wanna make me sad?? why did God let me be the victim?? WHY??
posted by wEnDy @ 9:45 AM
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