Reminiscene
Friday
Going swimming tonite and glad that fernie and elena are joining us.. pls dun rain!!! Getting more groggy at work and imagining that everyday is the last day of work... i start to hate this job more and more.. am thinking of quitting after coming back from leave.. hm.. just thinking that all the forthcoming PHs will be lugi... ya, exams still 10 days to go, like ivy said.. bear with it.. sh*t, my new contact lenses are making my eyes uncomfy.. nothing seems to turn out right lei.. sick sia.. So recalling what i did yest.. well, nothing much lor, went jogging lor.. then came home and felt an impulse to cry.. so again, i wet my eyes.. just telling myself that i shd not bottom everything inside.. this will be just another phase.. a difficult phase in fact, at least i am making progress when i did not see him anywhere ard me.. just go thru this hard moment and everything will be great... so, met GPC members online.. downloaded a few songs, including my fav lady marmalade.. hehez! the days of my pc are numbered.. needa get a new one.. but where's the $?? Guess, there'll be lotsa things to look forward in life.. like resigning (YAY!), new job, new life, GPC meeting, sports etc...
..:: GPC BDE Wordz ::..
Highly recommended theme song for GPC: "Stronger" ~ By Britney Spears.. Agreed..??!
"I am stronger than yesterday, now there's nothing but my way, My loneliness ain't killing me no more, I.. I am stronger...."
Wednesday
So I have been thinking of him for the past few days.. ya, can't deny that I still cried today... the job's making me bored and left my mind wandering wandering around... was just thinking if I am doing a job that I like, I would be able to forget unhappy things easily.. cuz, I would spend my time concentrating into what I'm doing rather than letting my thoughts run wild...
Well, last nite met up Fernie and her family for dinner at Compass Point Foodcourt.. Then accompanied mum to get her Osim eye massager.. wooo... its a good one and it just makes me feel sleepy whenever i use it for 15 mins... Then after that, went to the petrol kiosk with sis and got an iced coffee.. today is another day at work and pretty frustrated with stuff + sick and tired by just looking at the pending work and unresolved issues... after work went to simei to get Ady a red Starbucks mug and some chocolates to fill it up, then also went to Popular to get materials for my xmas cards... hmmm... too bad, heard from Chris that Ady went back to Bintan already so couldnt meet us for dinner tomolo.. well, I would then have to keep the mug since I had wanted to buy a similar one for someone else... Oh then, watched Singapore Idols from 7.45-11pm... Nice to receive sms from my co's ex-HR exe.. she is thinking of me *wink*... and so, I told her abt my problems with work, sch and him.. told her abt the breakup too, and its a 3rd party issue.. she mentioned that she hated 3rd parties!! So will arrange to meet up with her after my exams.. hmm.. thinking of her (Ivy) reminds me earlier this year, when I was invited to her house warming.. condo at Canberra.. hmm.. AL msg me then, while I was in her house.. he called me while I was on the journey home, and so, his voice accompanied me home... we met up the next day and I bought him sakae sushi cuz his bday fell on the following day.. haiz.. tat was before we started.. sweet memories.. Ivy might be my lucky star and the next time I meet her might have good news for me again.. perhaps not AL but other happier things to happen to me.. keeping my fingers crossed :)
Going swimming tonite and glad that fernie and elena are joining us.. pls dun rain!!! Getting more groggy at work and imagining that everyday is the last day of work... i start to hate this job more and more.. am thinking of quitting after coming back from leave.. hm.. just thinking that all the forthcoming PHs will be lugi... ya, exams still 10 days to go, like ivy said.. bear with it.. sh*t, my new contact lenses are making my eyes uncomfy.. nothing seems to turn out right lei.. sick sia.. So recalling what i did yest.. well, nothing much lor, went jogging lor.. then came home and felt an impulse to cry.. so again, i wet my eyes.. just telling myself that i shd not bottom everything inside.. this will be just another phase.. a difficult phase in fact, at least i am making progress when i did not see him anywhere ard me.. just go thru this hard moment and everything will be great... so, met GPC members online.. downloaded a few songs, including my fav lady marmalade.. hehez! the days of my pc are numbered.. needa get a new one.. but where's the $?? Guess, there'll be lotsa things to look forward in life.. like resigning (YAY!), new job, new life, GPC meeting, sports etc...
..:: GPC BDE Wordz ::..
Highly recommended theme song for GPC: "Stronger" ~ By Britney Spears.. Agreed..??!
"I am stronger than yesterday, now there's nothing but my way, My loneliness ain't killing me no more, I.. I am stronger...."
Thursday
I am scared of christmas.. I either hope christmas would never come or be over as soon as possible.. xmas 2 yrs ago, i was crying, waiting for JK to call, but he never did.. xmas last yr, i was lonely, people smiling, children laughing, but my heart is crying.. i tot this yr would be a happy one.. we made plans to go travelling, we made plans to go everywhere together.. but i knew too much, in fact, so much that they're enough to kill me.. they'll be going somewhere for a white xmas.. leaving me behind on a cold cold xmas nite.. i am scared of christmas which i always loved in the past...
Wednesday
So I have been thinking of him for the past few days.. ya, can't deny that I still cried today... the job's making me bored and left my mind wandering wandering around... was just thinking if I am doing a job that I like, I would be able to forget unhappy things easily.. cuz, I would spend my time concentrating into what I'm doing rather than letting my thoughts run wild...
Well, last nite met up Fernie and her family for dinner at Compass Point Foodcourt.. Then accompanied mum to get her Osim eye massager.. wooo... its a good one and it just makes me feel sleepy whenever i use it for 15 mins... Then after that, went to the petrol kiosk with sis and got an iced coffee.. today is another day at work and pretty frustrated with stuff + sick and tired by just looking at the pending work and unresolved issues... after work went to simei to get Ady a red Starbucks mug and some chocolates to fill it up, then also went to Popular to get materials for my xmas cards... hmmm... too bad, heard from Chris that Ady went back to Bintan already so couldnt meet us for dinner tomolo.. well, I would then have to keep the mug since I had wanted to buy a similar one for someone else... Oh then, watched Singapore Idols from 7.45-11pm... Nice to receive sms from my co's ex-HR exe.. she is thinking of me *wink*... and so, I told her abt my problems with work, sch and him.. told her abt the breakup too, and its a 3rd party issue.. she mentioned that she hated 3rd parties!! So will arrange to meet up with her after my exams.. hmm.. thinking of her (Ivy) reminds me earlier this year, when I was invited to her house warming.. condo at Canberra.. hmm.. AL msg me then, while I was in her house.. he called me while I was on the journey home, and so, his voice accompanied me home... we met up the next day and I bought him sakae sushi cuz his bday fell on the following day.. haiz.. tat was before we started.. sweet memories.. Ivy might be my lucky star and the next time I meet her might have good news for me again.. perhaps not AL but other happier things to happen to me.. keeping my fingers crossed :)
posted by wEnDy @ 1:28 AM
0 Comments:
Post a Comment
<< Home