Reminiscene
Friday
Back at blogging.. it rather early now, 1.15am.. i'm still wide awake.. well well, tomolo is a rest day anyway.. so I was at the office today, slogging till 6pm.. returned home to wrap some xmas gifts and then went out for dinner with mum & sis.. we had sakae sushi.. hmm.. next week be meeting Joanne for another round of sakae at the same place.. by the way, sakae really changed my perspective of sushi can jian-fei.. no way man.. just look at the ingredients used and calories chart, they're gonna pile up your weight from the waist down.. *ladies beware*.. Then back home, i continue wrapping the gifts and also started designing my handmade xmas cards.. hmm.. did 2 today and rather satisfied with the outcome.. haha! So now I just turned on my pc and began blogging.. gonna watch a vcd, hopefully wont fall asleep.. oh ya, rented 3 discs.. gonna start with 2 weeks' notice, and i also got league of the extraordinary gentlemen and fat greek wedding.. YAY!! enjoying my show liao, but where are the popcorns..??!
Thursday
Oh well, so today's another freakin BZ day, I mean really BZ tat i din even have lunch, kept working till 530 and too tired to carry on.. anyway, today's swimming day, and this is a v good excuse for not staying back in the office.. so we swam 20 laps today, in something like 30mins.. really hurried as we had to make it on time for cristofori's mini xmas party which will start promptly at 830.. so, i was back to the place i used to call my 2nd home.. hmm.. ya, lots of wonderful memories there.. now, the teachers and staff have changed abit but the atmosphere is still so friendly and so unlike other offices.. everyone is still so nice to one another.. i felt so welcomed, and most surprisingly, everyone knew i'm going to be there, even those pple that i dun know.. AND, i received a gift specially bot for me! *so touched* I got to eat, drink, play and take, all without paying.. so this is cristofori, haiz.. where i used to call home #2..
Mira mentioned b4 that my blog is very long.. maybe very wordy.. *wahaha..* so i am LOSOH queen lor, besides my other nick, splurge queen.. maybe i feel lonely sometimes, nobody is talking to me or i simply dun wish to talk to anyone, so i blog.. its like having someone to talk to, i.e. my bloggie!! pple might get bored reading my entries cuz they are long and really LOSOH *watever!* but i enjoyed reading my entries over and over again.. its like recapturing stuff tat i did, reminiscing scenes tat i saw, and reiterating words i've said.. kinda like reflections, reflecting what u did, whether right or wrong and looking at what improvements u can bring to ur life.. maybe abit controversial or contradicting *watever!* but i just enjoying blogging, filling up my bloggie with words, nonsense, crap, etc..
i am really a LOSOH queen, cuz i got so many stories to tell.. hmm.. was sitting alone in the bustop just now and thinking about MEN..! *haiya! siao charboh!* no la, not those kind of drooling over handsome guys or gien-tapor those kind la.. just reminiscing the 3 April guys tat made my heart leapt in the past.. *kekekez*.. who are they..? well, CT in XMS, Shawn in IBMEC and JK in CMS.. they are all born in April *Aries men!!* got stories to tell abt them lei.. long long stories that stretch over 10 yrs.. feeling sleepy liao..??! *yawn yawn* ok ok, then i will update next time lor.. going to be a long long long ~ ~ ~ long and sibay LOSOH entry.. *wahahahaa...!*
A Nice Read:
Copied this from someone's blog:
"The vicissitudes of life. How unfathomable...Leaving the world, taking the most unheralded route. The overwhelming torment when someone dear has to leave is the worst affliction one can ever experience. You never know when life will be taken from us. Any time there is a tragedy or a sudden unexpected death, I am once again reminded that life is so short and fragile. It also serves as a reminder to focus on the present, to let the hurt and disappointments of the past slip away, and let go of the concerns and fears of the future. To treasure your loved ones, and be a little more attentive every day to the sweetness of life."
truely inspirational statements.. it reflects my tots exactly..
Wednesday
reported for work today after >1 week's break.. backlog on my desk is one mountain high and my cpu caught fire when the emails kept coming in.. nevertheless, i am taking things easy.. since i have a direction now!! since i am FREE now..! life's never been much better.. guess i will start packing up my stuff and count down to the last day of work.. tonite's activity, well.. wrap the long-bought xmas gifts and design my xmas cards!! ^_^ will be uploading new pix during spare time..
so end up, i din wrap the xmas presents and neither did i design the xmas cards.. i was dilly dallying, cleaning my wardrobe, dusting away those uninvited "black black" things lying on my shelves.. i spent a great deal of time on this.. there's no nice pix to upload either.. somehow, its past midnight already.. i was just lying on my bed and listening to Richard Clayderman's pieces.. then came track 14: Coup De Coeur (Love at first sight), reminds me of JK.. 2 yrs ago, we were together at indoor stadium listening to Clayderman making beautiful tunes on the grand piano sponsored by cristofori.. in a company meeting, when he had to make a presentation using clayderman's music, i told him to use this track, he liked it instantly.. somehow or rather, i've been thinking of him recently.. wondering what he's doing now, and how he's getting on.. just friendly tots.. we somehow lost contact a few months back, when i tried to call him, wanting to confide in him, he was gone, and totally gone from my life.. last yr he told me he'll buy me a bear bear when i graduate, but now i have somehow "graduated", but he's nowhere in sight.. :(
toking about JK, we had a history of 2yrs.. i rem clearly of him, of his smile, his charming eyes, the first time we held hands.. the first time he held my shoulders.. i wish we could go back to the age of innocence.. our r/s was so pure and so friendly.. we were nothing more than close friends, we did nothing more than ordinary friends.. our story is like a tale, tat almost doesnt exist in real life, but somehow it did.. it was a story without an ending.. i start to miss him, cuz we were without pressure then.. we went for movies, dinners, and chats.. he did things that touched me but also hurt me.. yet, the hurt was not as intense, at least he was a gentleman to me.. I'll never forget the times we spent together, so pure and so sweet.. if given the chance, i would like to see him again.. just as a fren or a sibling, i would like to hold his hands again.. in any case, he'll always have a special place in my heart.. and also another close fren, alan, he's also another person who'll have a place in my heart.. i am not huaxin.. hehez.. just that these 2 guys left some bittersweet stories behind.. at least in the 2 yrs we spent together.. i'll never forget them.. :) if got time, i will tell u the stories we left behind ^_^
Tuesday
First day of a graduate's life.. wah, so hao lian sia.. *kekez* one extra day of lazing and trying to act like a tai-tai.. went shopping with lian-jie at plaza sing.. she is more like a splurge queen than me today.. *wah! finally, someone has beaten me to the title!!!* well well, she came out from xodus with 2 bags, watdoya think? then we went to this hair accessories counter and she bought those super expensive crystal hairclips for 100+.. *kao! damn ex hor!!* i also kena coaxed to buy a few la.. but less ex lor.. so so, she gotta travel to cck to meet her mother-in-law, then then, i go home on my own lor.. met up my lao-ma at compass point for dinner, after that i tidied up my book shelf at home.. kao, so much sh*t on the shelves, i think i din clean it for 1 yr..???!??! time passes so quickly when u r so happy.. tomolo i gotta go back to that damned office liao.. haiz...
hmm.. so my ex-colleague ken spoke to me just now.. he has disappeared for so long since he resigned.. first time in 5 months i heard his voice.. so like me, he is also having emotional problems and we kinda confide in each other for 30mins.. gg to meet up probably this weekend for drinking.. hehehz.. well, toking abt this guy, we were working in the same office for 1yr+ till he resigned cuz he cant tahan the new boss and new procedures anymore.. quite a rash decision cuz he ended up so poor now.. haiz.. we gave him a nick in the past, which is saporo.. *wahahhaa!* why saporo?? cuz he is real thin, very skinny type, and in hokkien skinny is san-po, "lou" is "guy" in cantonese.. as in "feilou" for fatty guy.. hehehz.. put them together sounds like saporo, like a jap name right?? hehehez... one of my blur colleagues, ollie, doesnt know the meaning of saporo and ended up calling him "sum-ba-lou" (38 guy).. these 2 huo-baos were loggerheads then, and i was always the fireman between them.. recalling the past brings back so much memories.. good ones and bad ones.. good ones are meant to be kept yet the bad ones should be discarded...
haiz.. dunno what i am typing today, so many grammatical errors and nonsensical sentences.. maybe its time to Zzzz liao...
Back at blogging.. it rather early now, 1.15am.. i'm still wide awake.. well well, tomolo is a rest day anyway.. so I was at the office today, slogging till 6pm.. returned home to wrap some xmas gifts and then went out for dinner with mum & sis.. we had sakae sushi.. hmm.. next week be meeting Joanne for another round of sakae at the same place.. by the way, sakae really changed my perspective of sushi can jian-fei.. no way man.. just look at the ingredients used and calories chart, they're gonna pile up your weight from the waist down.. *ladies beware*.. Then back home, i continue wrapping the gifts and also started designing my handmade xmas cards.. hmm.. did 2 today and rather satisfied with the outcome.. haha! So now I just turned on my pc and began blogging.. gonna watch a vcd, hopefully wont fall asleep.. oh ya, rented 3 discs.. gonna start with 2 weeks' notice, and i also got league of the extraordinary gentlemen and fat greek wedding.. YAY!! enjoying my show liao, but where are the popcorns..??!
Thursday
Oh well, so today's another freakin BZ day, I mean really BZ tat i din even have lunch, kept working till 530 and too tired to carry on.. anyway, today's swimming day, and this is a v good excuse for not staying back in the office.. so we swam 20 laps today, in something like 30mins.. really hurried as we had to make it on time for cristofori's mini xmas party which will start promptly at 830.. so, i was back to the place i used to call my 2nd home.. hmm.. ya, lots of wonderful memories there.. now, the teachers and staff have changed abit but the atmosphere is still so friendly and so unlike other offices.. everyone is still so nice to one another.. i felt so welcomed, and most surprisingly, everyone knew i'm going to be there, even those pple that i dun know.. AND, i received a gift specially bot for me! *so touched* I got to eat, drink, play and take, all without paying.. so this is cristofori, haiz.. where i used to call home #2..
Mira mentioned b4 that my blog is very long.. maybe very wordy.. *wahaha..* so i am LOSOH queen lor, besides my other nick, splurge queen.. maybe i feel lonely sometimes, nobody is talking to me or i simply dun wish to talk to anyone, so i blog.. its like having someone to talk to, i.e. my bloggie!! pple might get bored reading my entries cuz they are long and really LOSOH *watever!* but i enjoyed reading my entries over and over again.. its like recapturing stuff tat i did, reminiscing scenes tat i saw, and reiterating words i've said.. kinda like reflections, reflecting what u did, whether right or wrong and looking at what improvements u can bring to ur life.. maybe abit controversial or contradicting *watever!* but i just enjoying blogging, filling up my bloggie with words, nonsense, crap, etc..
i am really a LOSOH queen, cuz i got so many stories to tell.. hmm.. was sitting alone in the bustop just now and thinking about MEN..! *haiya! siao charboh!* no la, not those kind of drooling over handsome guys or gien-tapor those kind la.. just reminiscing the 3 April guys tat made my heart leapt in the past.. *kekekez*.. who are they..? well, CT in XMS, Shawn in IBMEC and JK in CMS.. they are all born in April *Aries men!!* got stories to tell abt them lei.. long long stories that stretch over 10 yrs.. feeling sleepy liao..??! *yawn yawn* ok ok, then i will update next time lor.. going to be a long long long ~ ~ ~ long and sibay LOSOH entry.. *wahahahaa...!*
A Nice Read:
Copied this from someone's blog:
"The vicissitudes of life. How unfathomable...Leaving the world, taking the most unheralded route. The overwhelming torment when someone dear has to leave is the worst affliction one can ever experience. You never know when life will be taken from us. Any time there is a tragedy or a sudden unexpected death, I am once again reminded that life is so short and fragile. It also serves as a reminder to focus on the present, to let the hurt and disappointments of the past slip away, and let go of the concerns and fears of the future. To treasure your loved ones, and be a little more attentive every day to the sweetness of life."
truely inspirational statements.. it reflects my tots exactly..
Wednesday
reported for work today after >1 week's break.. backlog on my desk is one mountain high and my cpu caught fire when the emails kept coming in.. nevertheless, i am taking things easy.. since i have a direction now!! since i am FREE now..! life's never been much better.. guess i will start packing up my stuff and count down to the last day of work.. tonite's activity, well.. wrap the long-bought xmas gifts and design my xmas cards!! ^_^ will be uploading new pix during spare time..
so end up, i din wrap the xmas presents and neither did i design the xmas cards.. i was dilly dallying, cleaning my wardrobe, dusting away those uninvited "black black" things lying on my shelves.. i spent a great deal of time on this.. there's no nice pix to upload either.. somehow, its past midnight already.. i was just lying on my bed and listening to Richard Clayderman's pieces.. then came track 14: Coup De Coeur (Love at first sight), reminds me of JK.. 2 yrs ago, we were together at indoor stadium listening to Clayderman making beautiful tunes on the grand piano sponsored by cristofori.. in a company meeting, when he had to make a presentation using clayderman's music, i told him to use this track, he liked it instantly.. somehow or rather, i've been thinking of him recently.. wondering what he's doing now, and how he's getting on.. just friendly tots.. we somehow lost contact a few months back, when i tried to call him, wanting to confide in him, he was gone, and totally gone from my life.. last yr he told me he'll buy me a bear bear when i graduate, but now i have somehow "graduated", but he's nowhere in sight.. :(
toking about JK, we had a history of 2yrs.. i rem clearly of him, of his smile, his charming eyes, the first time we held hands.. the first time he held my shoulders.. i wish we could go back to the age of innocence.. our r/s was so pure and so friendly.. we were nothing more than close friends, we did nothing more than ordinary friends.. our story is like a tale, tat almost doesnt exist in real life, but somehow it did.. it was a story without an ending.. i start to miss him, cuz we were without pressure then.. we went for movies, dinners, and chats.. he did things that touched me but also hurt me.. yet, the hurt was not as intense, at least he was a gentleman to me.. I'll never forget the times we spent together, so pure and so sweet.. if given the chance, i would like to see him again.. just as a fren or a sibling, i would like to hold his hands again.. in any case, he'll always have a special place in my heart.. and also another close fren, alan, he's also another person who'll have a place in my heart.. i am not huaxin.. hehez.. just that these 2 guys left some bittersweet stories behind.. at least in the 2 yrs we spent together.. i'll never forget them.. :) if got time, i will tell u the stories we left behind ^_^
Tuesday
First day of a graduate's life.. wah, so hao lian sia.. *kekez* one extra day of lazing and trying to act like a tai-tai.. went shopping with lian-jie at plaza sing.. she is more like a splurge queen than me today.. *wah! finally, someone has beaten me to the title!!!* well well, she came out from xodus with 2 bags, watdoya think? then we went to this hair accessories counter and she bought those super expensive crystal hairclips for 100+.. *kao! damn ex hor!!* i also kena coaxed to buy a few la.. but less ex lor.. so so, she gotta travel to cck to meet her mother-in-law, then then, i go home on my own lor.. met up my lao-ma at compass point for dinner, after that i tidied up my book shelf at home.. kao, so much sh*t on the shelves, i think i din clean it for 1 yr..???!??! time passes so quickly when u r so happy.. tomolo i gotta go back to that damned office liao.. haiz...
hmm.. so my ex-colleague ken spoke to me just now.. he has disappeared for so long since he resigned.. first time in 5 months i heard his voice.. so like me, he is also having emotional problems and we kinda confide in each other for 30mins.. gg to meet up probably this weekend for drinking.. hehehz.. well, toking abt this guy, we were working in the same office for 1yr+ till he resigned cuz he cant tahan the new boss and new procedures anymore.. quite a rash decision cuz he ended up so poor now.. haiz.. we gave him a nick in the past, which is saporo.. *wahahhaa!* why saporo?? cuz he is real thin, very skinny type, and in hokkien skinny is san-po, "lou" is "guy" in cantonese.. as in "feilou" for fatty guy.. hehehz.. put them together sounds like saporo, like a jap name right?? hehehez... one of my blur colleagues, ollie, doesnt know the meaning of saporo and ended up calling him "sum-ba-lou" (38 guy).. these 2 huo-baos were loggerheads then, and i was always the fireman between them.. recalling the past brings back so much memories.. good ones and bad ones.. good ones are meant to be kept yet the bad ones should be discarded...
haiz.. dunno what i am typing today, so many grammatical errors and nonsensical sentences.. maybe its time to Zzzz liao...
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