My Everyday
Sunday 2 Jan 2005
Wat was I up to today?? Well well, it was pouring when I woke up at 10.30am.. supposed to meet lian for karaoke yet i woke up at this hour and the outside is rainning cats and dogs.. lian offer to pick me up in their ordered cab *so sweet*.. we reached k box hougang by 1130am.. my lunch was pineapple fried rice served with 2 curry mimosa and 2 slices of orange.. hungry me swallow them all.. lian had the same as me while terence munched on his katsu curry set.. fernie joined us by 1230 and she had the best deal -- yaki mono set!! a chicken and unagi combi set.. had a great time singing with my best k-mates :) after tat went to hg mall.. try to bargain for fernie a ear piece yet failed *arggghh...* had snacks in magic wok with elena joining in.. fernie had to go plaza sing while elena hit home since school opens tomolo.. we, the trio went into a vcd shop and spent a loooong time selecting the cheap cheap karaoke vcds available.. so i burnt $9.90 into a FIR k-vcd.. taiwanese import i think, tat explains the low price.. yet great deal as it came in 2 vcds.. at home, i watched Forrest Gump DVD loan from fernie's kor then accompany mother for dinner at rivervale mall.. no appetite yet i downed 2 pratas, quite sinful.. gotta work tomolo haizz.. yet left 17 days and counting after tomolo..
Saturday 1 Jan 2005
Happy New Year 2005! Quick one ~ Today, met up elena for lunch at kopithiam then k-boxing with fernie, fernie's bro and gf (Yingjie) till 7.. hit fernie's home for aunty's hay-mee.. quick quick rush out to plaza sing accompany Yingjie shopping.. aunty's car broke down (then up), our shopping trip became a rushy rush rush one.. so we hurry go back b4 the car gets crappy again.. back at fernie's home, we play uno then switch to dou xiao dian before fernie drove me home..
Highlights of the day: Yingjie soooo sweet.. Taiwanese lady with fluent mandarin.. easy going and absolutely cute.. hmm.. charlotte down down today.. gotta keep the spirits up ok! carrie also abit down from last nite's saga with bf.. yet she managed to keep her mood up.. I am FINE today though i admitted tat i did cry last nite.. yet it ended v v soon.. just a relieve tat 2004 has finally ended and 2005 marks a new beginning and a new life.. I pray to God tat all my resolutions will come true.. kekekez.. so greedy and kns!!! :P
Friday 31 Dec 2004
New Year's Eve.. this day has arrived finally --- the last day of the year.. after today, 2004 will be history.. kept lamenting how fast time flies.. 20 more days as an employee of Avnet.. pretty touched today as I realised I am so well liked by everyone in the warehouse.. Betsy came to conduct exit interview, told me to call her if I ever want to work for Avnet again.. Florence came to talk to me.. ya touched.. still not told the warehouse guys i'll be gone soon.. everyone's happi in the new yr lunch buffet just now.. yet dunno how's their reactions when I break the news.. sad? happy? or perhaps no feelings at all.. afterall, i've been here for 2 yrs and get along well with everyone.. i wonder if they'll rem me after i became history.. anyway, the past shd be archived and move on with life.. be going to lian's house for dinner at 8pm.. so will be turning down saporo and jack's invitation.. feels abit bad cuz they are so lonely yet i can't offer my company.. glad tat i'm popular, afterall :)
Thursday 30 Dec 2004
Ya, I din sleep the whole of last nite and feeling abit lethargic today.. somehow saw the light after yest's saga.. from today onwards will be better lar.. tomolo is new yr eve liao and I have nothing in store.. long long time ago planned to celebrate with lian and terence yet terence's mother came to visit from Sabah.. our eve plan changed to become their family outing.. I have no complaints here since i respect the elders and people have their own family matters to handle.. oh well, i have absolutely no plans then.. can either choose to go drinking with saporo or meet up jack for dunno-wat.. my head starts pounding due to deprivation of sleep.. i gotta go to bed when my hair's dry after the shampoo.. kinda sleepy liao..
Wednesday 29 Dec 2004
Today doesnt seem right.. super bad hair day.. flat like dunno wat.. and ultra bad skin day.. pimples popping out and dunno i din apply makeup properly or not enough makeup.. din bring the lipstick along, so i look pale like uncooked carrot cake.. haiz.. stomachache and felt like shitting.. wed blues.. abit lethargic today and not happy at work.. evil tots came to my mind.. feel like just throwing everything aside, pack my bag and leave.. life dun seem easy.. maybe there are simply too many things in my mind tat i shd let go.. i hope one day, i will.....
met allis online and we chat abt my mother.. i've been a lonely child since young.. sis gets along better with bro and they always gang up to bully me.. i'm always forgotten, sis adores bro more and always take him out with her frens while i am kept at home.. i rem talking to the mirror, talking to my pillow while mother is taking her nap.. so i like to mix with younger cousins, talk loud and big like a da-jie-da.. inside i am an empty shell.. emotionally weak and there's noone who understands me at home.. no proper communication.. my parents are implicit people.. adultery and infidelity affected me alot as been experienced in the family..
talking abt my mother.. i love her.. she is a woman with a very strong character.. barely 18, she married dad and by 23, all the 3 of us were manufactured.. she shouldered so much hardships to bring us up.. dad was always not at home and our discipline is harsh.. its too tough on her when she is so young, uneducated, unemployed and overburdened by 3 do-re-mi children.. her lowly educated background does not make her a smooth talker, neither can she make out what to say and what not to say.. to her, being a responsible mother is bringing up all the children, making sure they have food to eat and proper clothes to wear, serve the husband, clean the house and make it a sparkling heaven.. she did not realise how important COMMUNICATION is.. and how can EDUCATION make and build up a person.. she is terribly thrifty and does not believe in spending on education.. education to her is a WASTE of money.. if u have to study, go for the cheapest mode like government schools.. if u cant get into government schools then give up the tot of studying cuz private colleges or overseas universities are super EXPENSIVE and usually they CHEAT ur money.. been rather affected by words she said sometimes.. and sometimes cant get any support from her.. not even moral support, which makes me totally upset :(
my graduation ceremony is something nobody cares about and nobody is interested in attending, such a waste of $$ to travel all the way to Perth.. my honors year offer letter went into the thrash, cuz the offer is just a scam to CHEAT more $$ out from u.. my salary is the only concern when my resignation decision is made known.. wat about my job satisfaction?? wat abt my happiness in the workplace..?? does anyone care abt tat..?? i am feeling terribly sore over the graduation thingy.. once in a lifetime thing, yet i cant see myself in a formal graduation robe, stepping onto UWA grounds, receiving my certificate from the vice chancellor on the threattre stage.. all these can be relived in my dreams or perhaps in the next lifetime.. trust me, u will feel super warm if u have ur family ard u, taking a picture with smiles while u r in a graduation robe.. ya ya, order a graduation photo package lar.. believe me, the feeling is totally different and the magic moment is non existent.. anyone can order a photo package, but not everyone can step onto the threattre stage.. a home is not a proper home without warmth, understanding and support.. my home is a beautiful home, the curtains are so clean and the marbled flooring sparkles.. yet beyond the fixtures and fittings lies an empty shell.. if i were to have my own home in future, i would make it "fresh on the outside and juicy in the inside".. invoke some humor here, else it makes this entry too sad..
Wat was I up to today?? Well well, it was pouring when I woke up at 10.30am.. supposed to meet lian for karaoke yet i woke up at this hour and the outside is rainning cats and dogs.. lian offer to pick me up in their ordered cab *so sweet*.. we reached k box hougang by 1130am.. my lunch was pineapple fried rice served with 2 curry mimosa and 2 slices of orange.. hungry me swallow them all.. lian had the same as me while terence munched on his katsu curry set.. fernie joined us by 1230 and she had the best deal -- yaki mono set!! a chicken and unagi combi set.. had a great time singing with my best k-mates :) after tat went to hg mall.. try to bargain for fernie a ear piece yet failed *arggghh...* had snacks in magic wok with elena joining in.. fernie had to go plaza sing while elena hit home since school opens tomolo.. we, the trio went into a vcd shop and spent a loooong time selecting the cheap cheap karaoke vcds available.. so i burnt $9.90 into a FIR k-vcd.. taiwanese import i think, tat explains the low price.. yet great deal as it came in 2 vcds.. at home, i watched Forrest Gump DVD loan from fernie's kor then accompany mother for dinner at rivervale mall.. no appetite yet i downed 2 pratas, quite sinful.. gotta work tomolo haizz.. yet left 17 days and counting after tomolo..
Saturday 1 Jan 2005
Happy New Year 2005! Quick one ~ Today, met up elena for lunch at kopithiam then k-boxing with fernie, fernie's bro and gf (Yingjie) till 7.. hit fernie's home for aunty's hay-mee.. quick quick rush out to plaza sing accompany Yingjie shopping.. aunty's car broke down (then up), our shopping trip became a rushy rush rush one.. so we hurry go back b4 the car gets crappy again.. back at fernie's home, we play uno then switch to dou xiao dian before fernie drove me home..
Highlights of the day: Yingjie soooo sweet.. Taiwanese lady with fluent mandarin.. easy going and absolutely cute.. hmm.. charlotte down down today.. gotta keep the spirits up ok! carrie also abit down from last nite's saga with bf.. yet she managed to keep her mood up.. I am FINE today though i admitted tat i did cry last nite.. yet it ended v v soon.. just a relieve tat 2004 has finally ended and 2005 marks a new beginning and a new life.. I pray to God tat all my resolutions will come true.. kekekez.. so greedy and kns!!! :P
Friday 31 Dec 2004
New Year's Eve.. this day has arrived finally --- the last day of the year.. after today, 2004 will be history.. kept lamenting how fast time flies.. 20 more days as an employee of Avnet.. pretty touched today as I realised I am so well liked by everyone in the warehouse.. Betsy came to conduct exit interview, told me to call her if I ever want to work for Avnet again.. Florence came to talk to me.. ya touched.. still not told the warehouse guys i'll be gone soon.. everyone's happi in the new yr lunch buffet just now.. yet dunno how's their reactions when I break the news.. sad? happy? or perhaps no feelings at all.. afterall, i've been here for 2 yrs and get along well with everyone.. i wonder if they'll rem me after i became history.. anyway, the past shd be archived and move on with life.. be going to lian's house for dinner at 8pm.. so will be turning down saporo and jack's invitation.. feels abit bad cuz they are so lonely yet i can't offer my company.. glad tat i'm popular, afterall :)
Thursday 30 Dec 2004
Ya, I din sleep the whole of last nite and feeling abit lethargic today.. somehow saw the light after yest's saga.. from today onwards will be better lar.. tomolo is new yr eve liao and I have nothing in store.. long long time ago planned to celebrate with lian and terence yet terence's mother came to visit from Sabah.. our eve plan changed to become their family outing.. I have no complaints here since i respect the elders and people have their own family matters to handle.. oh well, i have absolutely no plans then.. can either choose to go drinking with saporo or meet up jack for dunno-wat.. my head starts pounding due to deprivation of sleep.. i gotta go to bed when my hair's dry after the shampoo.. kinda sleepy liao..
Wednesday 29 Dec 2004
Today doesnt seem right.. super bad hair day.. flat like dunno wat.. and ultra bad skin day.. pimples popping out and dunno i din apply makeup properly or not enough makeup.. din bring the lipstick along, so i look pale like uncooked carrot cake.. haiz.. stomachache and felt like shitting.. wed blues.. abit lethargic today and not happy at work.. evil tots came to my mind.. feel like just throwing everything aside, pack my bag and leave.. life dun seem easy.. maybe there are simply too many things in my mind tat i shd let go.. i hope one day, i will.....
met allis online and we chat abt my mother.. i've been a lonely child since young.. sis gets along better with bro and they always gang up to bully me.. i'm always forgotten, sis adores bro more and always take him out with her frens while i am kept at home.. i rem talking to the mirror, talking to my pillow while mother is taking her nap.. so i like to mix with younger cousins, talk loud and big like a da-jie-da.. inside i am an empty shell.. emotionally weak and there's noone who understands me at home.. no proper communication.. my parents are implicit people.. adultery and infidelity affected me alot as been experienced in the family..
talking abt my mother.. i love her.. she is a woman with a very strong character.. barely 18, she married dad and by 23, all the 3 of us were manufactured.. she shouldered so much hardships to bring us up.. dad was always not at home and our discipline is harsh.. its too tough on her when she is so young, uneducated, unemployed and overburdened by 3 do-re-mi children.. her lowly educated background does not make her a smooth talker, neither can she make out what to say and what not to say.. to her, being a responsible mother is bringing up all the children, making sure they have food to eat and proper clothes to wear, serve the husband, clean the house and make it a sparkling heaven.. she did not realise how important COMMUNICATION is.. and how can EDUCATION make and build up a person.. she is terribly thrifty and does not believe in spending on education.. education to her is a WASTE of money.. if u have to study, go for the cheapest mode like government schools.. if u cant get into government schools then give up the tot of studying cuz private colleges or overseas universities are super EXPENSIVE and usually they CHEAT ur money.. been rather affected by words she said sometimes.. and sometimes cant get any support from her.. not even moral support, which makes me totally upset :(
my graduation ceremony is something nobody cares about and nobody is interested in attending, such a waste of $$ to travel all the way to Perth.. my honors year offer letter went into the thrash, cuz the offer is just a scam to CHEAT more $$ out from u.. my salary is the only concern when my resignation decision is made known.. wat about my job satisfaction?? wat abt my happiness in the workplace..?? does anyone care abt tat..?? i am feeling terribly sore over the graduation thingy.. once in a lifetime thing, yet i cant see myself in a formal graduation robe, stepping onto UWA grounds, receiving my certificate from the vice chancellor on the threattre stage.. all these can be relived in my dreams or perhaps in the next lifetime.. trust me, u will feel super warm if u have ur family ard u, taking a picture with smiles while u r in a graduation robe.. ya ya, order a graduation photo package lar.. believe me, the feeling is totally different and the magic moment is non existent.. anyone can order a photo package, but not everyone can step onto the threattre stage.. a home is not a proper home without warmth, understanding and support.. my home is a beautiful home, the curtains are so clean and the marbled flooring sparkles.. yet beyond the fixtures and fittings lies an empty shell.. if i were to have my own home in future, i would make it "fresh on the outside and juicy in the inside".. invoke some humor here, else it makes this entry too sad..
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