Are you Happy..??~!

ni kuai le mah? What is the definition of happiness? Or rather, how do YOU define happiness..??~!
Happiness is the feeling of being in heaven.. sadness is the feeling of being in hell.. is it??! is it not..???~!

Christmas Eve -- surprisingly, we were let off early at work, 12.45pm.. i had a great time shopping at Metro Tampines and finally bot gifts for my family, except ah-pok.. now then realise left out 2 gifts for frens.. haiz.. similar to last year, i spent xmas eve in bro's hse.. the gratifying feast consists of beehoon, fried rice, curry, turkey, ribs, sushi and some fried items, not forgetting the all-impt xmas log cake..! we also had shandy and dessert.. freakin stuffed and totally filled to the rim.. how many more rounds must i run and how many more laps must i swim..?? too lazy to think about that today..

ni kuai le mah? imagining happiness revolves around me.. imagining i own happiness.. If only I could wake up every morning feeling refreshed and ready for the day's challenges to come, have a job that i like, office that is conducive, colleagues just like buddies, and a boss like an angel.. If only I could have more time to be with my family, contact my frens regularly and develop my interest in music, singing, movies, reading, cooking, craftwork, etc.. If only I could have an understanding, caring and loving (preferably handsome) bf to take care of things that i am no better at.. If only I could have more resources that would allow me to travel the world, climb the highest mountain and swim the deepest seas.. If only I could.. I am asking too much, tats why none of them came true..

Are you happy??