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Think we needa rest.... like marathon these days.. non stop travelling and finding activities till I start to feel lethargic and FAT... feeling bloated again these days (after HK) perhaps I havent been exercising since i start going out with AK... maybe its time to "break" for a while...

somehow, i kinda miss those single days.. if i am working, i would do my aerobics after work and chill out on my own.. less money spent and more valuable time at home.. now, i dunno how to describe.. happy, yes... but then tired and FAT.. last nite AK dozed off while watching TV... leaving me behind to find activities of my own.. haha... I will kena scold by blurry again as I became the voluntary maid... have to find things to do while he is Zzzz... I dun like watching tv, sit down there do nothing.. so i rather clear his laundry and the dining table.. he woke up and found the house neater :) its also good workout for me.. so i traded aerobics for housework.. my new name is Maria...

We leave today out to chill out on our own.. he spent time in his office, clearing his neverending paper work while I went home to eat mama's food and ROT... though I would like to see him but I think i am pretty tired today as terribly bz at office, i worked late and little sleep lately.. I dun wana feel suffocated.. how nice if he just lived next door.. and yesterday we were discussing on housing issue... he mentioned buying a flat or he stay at my house.. can save the rental on "something else".. hinting marriage..?? not so soon bah.. i am not ready to settle down yet.. but then would be nice if we lived together.. save on the travelling expenses and such... yet, my room is a cosy haven for one person only.. less freedom too... been thinking how to maintain this r/s as long term travelling will become tiring, exhausting on the pockets and brings about diluting of feelings... how to prevent mishaps from happening...??? i dunno la... dun wanna think so much le.............