Simply Cute ^_^
The feeling of being in love is fantastic and it sure beats anything else in the world.. I never felt better in these 9 months and even when doing shitty job can still keep up tat smile..
AK so far had not disappoint me.. he just made me happier each day and want to be with him more and more.. We meet for the 3rd day consecutively and each time, he rushed down from work so he could be with me.. came to my house on Tue and met my mama and sis.. mama had a rather good impression of him and he's already approved.. dad looks excited at the box of polar cakes he bought for us.. i think he must be dying inside to meet AK.. we had great fun these few days.. he performed magic tricks tat made me laugh and also won abt 10 rounds of dou-xiao-dian over me.. i am a damn loser at gambling and could never win in any games.. he's real smart and picks things up very fast.. i feel so much happier being with him.. or being ard him, when he's all smiles, so ready to make me laugh, so caring and loving.. I hope it can last though.. i will work very hard this time round..
He came to my place again today and gave me a lesson on how to write an impressive resume.. i like to hear him lecture cuz he gave great ideas and his "lessons" are somewhat interesting.. he's very expressive and taught in a creative manner.. he became my tutor again wahahaaa... again, he did his magic tricks tat made me lol.. i think this is the kinda feeling i want.. and at the end of the day, i cant bear to see him go.. haizz.. sorta melted for him.. i got to know him better after the YES-decision and found tat he's very worthy to be loved.. though i only have a 50-50 confidence in this, yet I hope we could last.. on the other hand, sometimes i still think of AL, he only made me sad.. i dun think AK could ever replace him but then i hope he can supersede him.. AL was never as good to me like AK.. i think i was very foolish to think tat he loved me.. but then, i hope i could get lucky this time.. to really have God answered my prayers..
AK so far had not disappoint me.. he just made me happier each day and want to be with him more and more.. We meet for the 3rd day consecutively and each time, he rushed down from work so he could be with me.. came to my house on Tue and met my mama and sis.. mama had a rather good impression of him and he's already approved.. dad looks excited at the box of polar cakes he bought for us.. i think he must be dying inside to meet AK.. we had great fun these few days.. he performed magic tricks tat made me laugh and also won abt 10 rounds of dou-xiao-dian over me.. i am a damn loser at gambling and could never win in any games.. he's real smart and picks things up very fast.. i feel so much happier being with him.. or being ard him, when he's all smiles, so ready to make me laugh, so caring and loving.. I hope it can last though.. i will work very hard this time round..
He came to my place again today and gave me a lesson on how to write an impressive resume.. i like to hear him lecture cuz he gave great ideas and his "lessons" are somewhat interesting.. he's very expressive and taught in a creative manner.. he became my tutor again wahahaaa... again, he did his magic tricks tat made me lol.. i think this is the kinda feeling i want.. and at the end of the day, i cant bear to see him go.. haizz.. sorta melted for him.. i got to know him better after the YES-decision and found tat he's very worthy to be loved.. though i only have a 50-50 confidence in this, yet I hope we could last.. on the other hand, sometimes i still think of AL, he only made me sad.. i dun think AK could ever replace him but then i hope he can supersede him.. AL was never as good to me like AK.. i think i was very foolish to think tat he loved me.. but then, i hope i could get lucky this time.. to really have God answered my prayers..
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