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Tuesday, April 26, 2005

Monday Report

Almost couldnt wake up on time for work this morning.. been rather used to late nights and i simply wont fall asleep past midnight.. 8.45-5.45 was spent working.. doing adhoc HR admin duties and eating lunch on my own at the nearby canteen.. spent 3 bucks on a bowl of bland, tasteless sliced fish bee hoon.. landed fernie a temp job at avnet.. will be working in the finance dept doing data entry and admin work.. paid 8.50/hr and reporting to a rather matured but handsome angmoh boss... she be starting work on wed while i report for work again at HR next tue covering Lydia who will be gg for a surgery..

Read Blurry's blog.. 100% agreed on the disgusted-ness feeling abt rainbow's boasting on how high in demand she is.. I only know tat talking about men who are interested in me will have my face bleaming red.. she dun feel paisey one meh..???!!! she tend to give me the feeling tat she is super grade A while the men who are after her are all grade G and below.. and one gossip on the past.. she used to call my flesh and blood bro "Kor~" till my hair stand... so dearly tat it sounded almost my kor is her kor, instead of my kor.. but in fact is not her kor but my kor, the kor my mother gave birth to 2 yrs earlier than me... WAHAHAA... so many Kors.. sound like glue kekez... Feel tat if she continues to hang herself so high up to sell and wont change tat 38-ness, when can she ever find a man..?? maybe she can search in another planet... God bless her lar... AMEN...

So gals.. excited about my first official date with the tutor with a stupid grin?? So Aaron (Yupz, too bad, not kwok) booked me on a dinner date.. I was 10 mins earlier while he's 10 mins late.. **-50pts** when he arrived, he din grab my hand like tat day at O-bar, else i will @#$#@**%$&... for this, **+5pts** Walked fr Orchard Stn to Heeren to makan @ Marche.. He very the damn stuuuupid one.. why not meet at Somerset so can save the extra miles..?? I very the hungry lei... OK, we ordered a soup, a salad and a plate of super creamy spag.. leave the creamy spag out for me, i just munch on my cheesy ceasar salad.. Been chit-chatting.. talking rot, 38 abit, blah blah blah blah blah... the funny thing abt him is he is just so FUNNY sometimes.. when i ask a chee-siao Qn, he would look very serious and think thoroughly b4 answering... Abit regretful saying tat he did not do a very good job when tutoring us.. yalor, no wonder he's my most hated tutor.. told him abt my declaration during the ATT meeting and we had a good laugh on tat.. he looks better when he din smile.. cuz when he smiles, it appear as a stupid grin to me which i disliked since 2003 WAHAHAAAA.... Dinner was so-so, the chat ok la.. giving him credit for picking the tab **+5pts**

We walked to DG stn, still early (8pm) so he suggested gg to East Coast Park.. since i no work tomolo and he will send me home on a cab (means i no need to pay la) so take this chance to get to know him better.. found a bench, sat down and talk.. din do anything la.. OK, trust me, man!! I am a decent gal ^_^ somemore there, so many people... got to know more abt him.. din dig much into the family thingy as feel tat he is not in good terms with them.. somemore i am not a 38 OK!! the mercs he drove to school last time was the family car which the dad won in a lucky draw.. *very the heng hor*.. his dad plays golf.. he's not working now but starting work next week.. alot of blah blah blah... quite fun in the chat and when we decided to walk out of ECP, he turned a bit agressive and held my hand.. and so, we held hand all the way.. somehow i din resist la... but then.. i was abit mean lor.. cuz though the hand is his, yet i imagined it as someone else's hand *KEKEZ* I admit tat i dun have that strong feelings (or none at all??) for him and kinda taking him as a substitute for something.. I think i must have yearned the feeling of being pampered by a guy and tat explained the non-resistance.. after walking thru the underpass, he hailed a cab and we proceed to a kopithaim to sip tea.. i din dig anything abt his past relationships.. maybe i wasnt interested bah.. i dunno.. maybe i dun have any interest in him lor.. he did ask if i have bfs b4.. if course i say yes la.. where got people as dumb as r*inbow who would say NO? its like inviting people to think: "I'm a virgin, I'm innocent..!! Come, devour me!!" Oh, i am so bloody mean =P But in fact, i did have r/s lor.. and a damn terrible one tat caused me to lose all feelings for anyone..

He got ask stupid Qns which i would be an idiot if i dun understand his intentions.. alamak.. i just act blur la.. Like, which area would u prefer to buy a flat? Can u get used to old housing estates? (his rented flat is in old old Bedok) I am not tat rich lei, do u really aspire to be a taitai?? All those blal blah Qns.. and he is very eagered to know and get into my family... actually he would expect me to know cuz he came with an intention, a very strong intention and he is very agressive.. kinda giving me the feeling tat he is a desperado, just like our Ms R*inbow.. maybe they could make a pair..?? I think very soon, he will pop the Qn.. I would feel it is very unfair to him as i dun have a tingling feel when he is close to me, or even hold my hand and kissed me (on the cheeks la - his mouth will rot if he dares steal a muack) very different for the feel i had for my past bfs.. all the while i kept imagining he is someone else.. but my fun-loving nature is acting up as I think it is very fun to go out with a guy again.. free meals, free movies, u get all the attention u want and he'll be at ur biding, carrying things for u, doing things as per ur instructions.. get all fidgety if u cry etc etc... but why not KWOK..?? he is never the guy of my dreams and he is in fact someone whom i would never ever dream of gg out with... Overall evaluation, he is really a boy-boy.. rather immatured and still very unsettled.. he is growing up la, but still takes some time, at least 2-3 yrs bah.. i feel very privileged being with him but i dunno... really have to follow the heart i think.. but i wont force myself la...

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