Insomnia
Which is why I decided to do this, at 3.30am in the morning... Seems like I'm back to being an owl again... at one time, I returned to normal life, slept by midnight and wake at 7/8am.. that was when i was temping at HF/Avnet.. after HK, everything went back to abnormal stage... decided to recap on happenings for past 2 days.......................
Saturday............ leilong, garang guni Day.. had such fun with G-Cube members selling used stuff... reached there at 4.30pm with Louise and we started rock and roll almost immediately... the maids, aunties, ah-mahs, ah-sohs and xiao-jies all "attacked" us even before our goods were laid.... so scary.. mei was like so "Zha Dao"... haha.. that funny expression on her face.. Blurry was enjoying as the only veteran amongst us... everything was getting blurred and i cant remember which item was sold to who... i can only recognize $$$.... almost all my shoes were sold.. left one pair nia.. the glittery heels which i wore for kor's wedding 3 yrs ago... the white slip-ons, pink slippers, pink heels, black short heels, grey heels, white heels, strap heels, white flats, sharp tip were all snapped up.... some "memorable" tops were sold too... those which have been with me thru all the wind wind rain rain... they were all gone.. somehow felt a sense of lost over them.. nonetheless bo bian lar~!! several bags were sold too.. the 2 caps, sunglasses, some books, etc.. only managed to sell one pair of earrings *boo boo* dinner was mac filet o fish meal... overall takings was 216.. i am rather glad for this amt.... we left at 10.30pm while blurry left an hr earlier... luckily never get "eye needle" as we saw so many "Zha Dan" and also tat *unoperated ah-gua* WAHAHAHAAAAAAAAAA..................
Sunday............ insomnia, so slept at 4+.. wake up at 2+... heavy sleeper? No actually, my room was so damn noisy tat i kena woken up a few times since 7am... re-sleeping added to the tiredness and overall shui mian... breakfast was taken at 3pm.. followed by church-ing.. paying respects to grandma's 6th anniversary... how time flies... missed her dearly.. at the collumbarium, we saw many tablets... some departed at a ripe old age, some prematurely and some came and gone on the same day.. rather saddening.. some people fought in vain for a chance to live while others voluntarily take their own lives... the place was cool and peaceful.. i'm sure grandma likes it... had a talk with anna aunty, who's almost divorced with my 4th uncle.. another family tragedy.. can see my aunty is really suffering, yet feeling very strong and determined to raise up her 2 kids on her own... still struggling with the money, housing, meals, transport, schooling, blah blah blah issues... my heart went all out to them, esp my cousin, christina, the older kid... 11 this yr and i observed a strange quietness in her that i have never seen before.. she wasnt like tat in the past.. they lived just across the block to my old hougang residence a yr before we shifted....... i am rather close to this aunty and her kids.. christina used to be a really spoilt, noisy, and da-xiao-jie kinda gal.. sometimes i dislike her yet understood that she is still young... but she changed so much.. so unlike her.. now, she just hide from others and talked so much less.. perhaps she has seen too much of the violence taken place in her family.. perhaps she has been scared by her own dad... i think she is totally hurt in this broken family.. rather saddening.. it just made me reflect and think that i am so damn fortunate.. my mum still managed to keep the family together after all those bloody shit tat happened in the past.. unlike some broken mirror that are impossible to mend... i hope to provide whatever i could for them when i am back to financially independent status... in the mean time, I could only pray for the goodness of them...
Saturday............ leilong, garang guni Day.. had such fun with G-Cube members selling used stuff... reached there at 4.30pm with Louise and we started rock and roll almost immediately... the maids, aunties, ah-mahs, ah-sohs and xiao-jies all "attacked" us even before our goods were laid.... so scary.. mei was like so "Zha Dao"... haha.. that funny expression on her face.. Blurry was enjoying as the only veteran amongst us... everything was getting blurred and i cant remember which item was sold to who... i can only recognize $$$.... almost all my shoes were sold.. left one pair nia.. the glittery heels which i wore for kor's wedding 3 yrs ago... the white slip-ons, pink slippers, pink heels, black short heels, grey heels, white heels, strap heels, white flats, sharp tip were all snapped up.... some "memorable" tops were sold too... those which have been with me thru all the wind wind rain rain... they were all gone.. somehow felt a sense of lost over them.. nonetheless bo bian lar~!! several bags were sold too.. the 2 caps, sunglasses, some books, etc.. only managed to sell one pair of earrings *boo boo* dinner was mac filet o fish meal... overall takings was 216.. i am rather glad for this amt.... we left at 10.30pm while blurry left an hr earlier... luckily never get "eye needle" as we saw so many "Zha Dan" and also tat *unoperated ah-gua* WAHAHAHAAAAAAAAAA..................
Sunday............ insomnia, so slept at 4+.. wake up at 2+... heavy sleeper? No actually, my room was so damn noisy tat i kena woken up a few times since 7am... re-sleeping added to the tiredness and overall shui mian... breakfast was taken at 3pm.. followed by church-ing.. paying respects to grandma's 6th anniversary... how time flies... missed her dearly.. at the collumbarium, we saw many tablets... some departed at a ripe old age, some prematurely and some came and gone on the same day.. rather saddening.. some people fought in vain for a chance to live while others voluntarily take their own lives... the place was cool and peaceful.. i'm sure grandma likes it... had a talk with anna aunty, who's almost divorced with my 4th uncle.. another family tragedy.. can see my aunty is really suffering, yet feeling very strong and determined to raise up her 2 kids on her own... still struggling with the money, housing, meals, transport, schooling, blah blah blah issues... my heart went all out to them, esp my cousin, christina, the older kid... 11 this yr and i observed a strange quietness in her that i have never seen before.. she wasnt like tat in the past.. they lived just across the block to my old hougang residence a yr before we shifted....... i am rather close to this aunty and her kids.. christina used to be a really spoilt, noisy, and da-xiao-jie kinda gal.. sometimes i dislike her yet understood that she is still young... but she changed so much.. so unlike her.. now, she just hide from others and talked so much less.. perhaps she has seen too much of the violence taken place in her family.. perhaps she has been scared by her own dad... i think she is totally hurt in this broken family.. rather saddening.. it just made me reflect and think that i am so damn fortunate.. my mum still managed to keep the family together after all those bloody shit tat happened in the past.. unlike some broken mirror that are impossible to mend... i hope to provide whatever i could for them when i am back to financially independent status... in the mean time, I could only pray for the goodness of them...
posted by wEnDy @ 3:26 AM
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