To love or not to love??

Time to blog again.. this weekend is a good one ^_^ though tiring, but will be bringing back lotsa memories for the future.. we spent alot of time together these 2 days.. did alot of chores for him.. well, the cooking bit hasnt started yet since we havent got the pots and pans... I got a new phone!!! Nokia 7260 WHITE model.. AK is holding the BLACK one.. so, we have the couple phone kekez :) He's sweet to me as usual, except he's a little tired and terribly stoned this weekend.. I shd say, it is a freaking busy week for him, having started work, with all those orientation, product knowledge blasting blah blah blah... only a robot wouldnt be tired.. he's always deep in tots and half listening.. and his response is 3 seconds slower.. i called it delayed response, hibernating mode and his new nick is "MR FLINTSTONE"..

I'm so tired, din sleep well last nite.. yet felt rather blissful as I have been longing.. I dunno how long this is going to last.. sometimes I still feel melancholic.. (xCB - think so much for wat???) but somehow it will come for no reason.. I think probably there's still a fear in me tat this one might fail as well.. I will only put in 60%, at least if it malfunctions, I wouldnt be as hurt as before.. I just wish this would continue cuz I din smile truthfully for a long time already.. anyhow, there's already a scar in my heart.. I like him though.. cuz he makes me happy, he makes me laugh etc.. love him? Not to the extend bah.. it takes time to love someone.. but I sincerely care for him.. such as I hope he can live in a cleaner house, tats why i did the chores for him.. I hope he has clean clothes to wear, tats why I wash/iron clothes for him.. but no good food to eat yet.. I am rather proud of him and dun mind showing him to my family, friends, etc..

To love or not to love?? In order to love, we have to sacrifice some and gain some.. But i tot, one shouldnt suffer when in love.. we only suffer when we are OUT OF LOVE.. so i dun see why people are upset when still in love.. I maybe in cloud 9 now, but I still hold on to the mentality tat if one day this r/s stop functioning, I shd move on and search for a better one.. I dun wanna suffer anymore in love.. I always believe tat being in love is equal to happiness, there should not be any sadness.. Here's to wish all those in love a merry relationship..

Ya, I am talking cock, so wat??