I like to move it ~ Madagascar

HAHA... I decide to start the day with a blog with this song at the background.. watched the show with AK on sunday and we had a pretty good weekend... Sat, he came back from Batam and we made sandwiches for lunch... he fell asleep after tat (again - tiring job *haiz*) while I became Maria... doing his laundry and clearing the hse... no complains on this, I think this is my way for compensating him for treating me good.. we had a really late dinner as he had to get back to office to clear his emails while I stayed home to cook... I made Lotus Root soup with peanuts, fried tofu, fried chicken midjoints and baby dou miao.. I think I love cooking..!!! Orange - shall yan-jiu and qie-chuo cooking one day, yah..??!!! ^_^

Sunday - catch movie "Madagascar" and the song brain locked us.. had lunch at this new sushi outlet at PS followed by a loooong walk.. from PS to Orchard, for marche and forever21, then from Orchard all the way to Bugis.. alot of "sight-seeing".. visited sunshine plaza, bugis st, etc.. my new heels gave me blisters... after bugis was HOME SWEET HOME..

Be starting work tomolo and feeling abit uneasy.. my long vacation has finally came to an end.. i think this is my longest break ever... 4 months + 1 week... so i got a bf within this period and i can say i really enjoyed myself.. its really good rejuvenation and hope everything will turn out well from now onwards.. would have lots of plans later... have to get ready for the bazaar, do up our first-month anniversary gift, tidy up my wardrobe, shopping, probably do my hair, and meet up Wee, my ex-co at Wheelock place at 6.30pm.. wat a load of things to be done, so i better ciao le... ^_^

BliSSful

He left for Batam this morning and we could only meet on Sat.. it had been fun and blissful this week... he came to stay over often and both my parents like him... barely one month, AK has been consistent and growing sweeter everyday... he bought us a pair of rings yesterday and had each other's names engraved on the rings.. i never had anyone else did this for me and i felt so blissful.. at least he did what he promised 2 weeks again.. though its a pair of inexpensive silver rings but the intangible value is far greater than the price tag.. i feel tat we are some 17-18 yrs old kids.. everything seems so innocent and cute.. how i wish it could remain like this forever.. but then i am enjoying every minute of the process and i am not going to care what may happen in future :D

btw.. I FOUND A JOB, PEOPLE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! and i'll be working for AVNET...!! HAHA... applied for the inside sales exe position and got the job after a brief interview... the HR mgr put in many good words for me and i will not disappoint her.. the pay is much better, benefits are perfect and location not bad!! somemore its operating 5-day week... i would have so much freedom on a sat!!!! looking forward to work and i'm gg shopping later....!!! to refurnish my wardrobe with new office wear... then would be CHEONG CHEONG CHEONG!!!! WAHAHAHAAA.........

It has been a rollarcoaster ride these 10 months.. have seen people come and go, ups and downs.. Not an easy battle to fight for outta love... not an easy task to accept someone new.. heard another fren has broken up with bf.. must be terrible for her.. 6 yrs r/s just gone with the wind... For those who are upset at this moment, my words might sound like fart.. cuz i'm in 7th heaven now.. but then when i was down, who really knows?? and who really cares..?? The feeling of outta love.. cant eat, cant drink, cant sleep, cant work, cant study, cant even think.. my results deteriorate, my work looks like shit.. tearing every minute, kept on carrying a hope tat he'll be back and everything went back to DAY 1.. whenever I cried, the heart just feels like shattering.. the pain is so intense and i can even feel it in the bones.. often, i would wake up in the middle of the night crying, thinking what he's doing at that moment and if he's thinking of me too.. i just cant accept the fact tat he has stopped loving me, and he had left me for "my own good.." (WTF is tat..??) sometimes, a silent break could be better than a noisy break.. imagine, someone could tell u "I dont love u anymore, I have no feelings for you and my feelings for you have already died.." these are things tat u wouldnt want to hear in your next lifetimes... sometimes, somethings are better left unsaid.. to be able to move on and seek ur own happiness reveals a brave warrior in you.. It wasnt easy, I know and you know.. it takes alot of courage.. you may say tat you would rather spend bad times with him rather than good times with someone else.. but 6 months down the road, you may realise this is crap.. you never know unless u try.. i am saying this cuz i have came across this b4.. when he pushed me away, telling me tat he isnt good enough for me and there could be someone better than him.. i told him straight that THIS FACTOR IS DECIDED BY ME NOT BY YOU OR ANYONE ELSE, THERE IS NOONE BETTER THAN YOU.. i was proven wrong.. super wrong.. I am glad tat AL left me afterall.. I think I have to thank him instead.. if not for him, I would not be able to find AK.. God is good to me afterall.. to think I actually blame God tat time, blame HIM for letting AL hurt me so much and what have i ever did to make someone hurt me so intensely..?? but then, HE just want me to see more things, to be more exposed to the ugliness in human hearts.. therefore, dun trust people so much.. I never tot i could find AK.. he just came along... maybe its fate bah.. I am very happy even when i was single.. I have a bunch of lovely GPC members, i grow closer to my family and my life became much better.. i even feel prettier and sexier.. everything happened even before AK came into my life... I have conquered the battle.. I dun see why others cant do it.. Take a few months of silence and soul-searching and you could be like me.. I took 9 months, i dun see alot of people would take longer than me.. all wounds heal, it merely depends on TIME..

My remedies for those OUTTA LOVE:
1. Shopping, shopping and more shopping
2. Hang out with gfs
3. Go Cheong
4. Fill ur wardrobe with new clothes
5. Splurge and leave ur bank acc with nothing *wahahaa*
6. Pei ur family more often
7. Play and talk to your dog *if u have one*
8. Quit/Change your job
9. Listen to alot of music and SING KARAOKE
10. Exercise and do aerobics.. visit Sentosa for tanning
11. Change your usual dress style.. wear mini skirts, wear lesser fabric
12. Dun sit in front of the PC everyday
13. Watch movieS
14. Stay away from MEN
15. Tidy up your room

these are about the things I've done after breakup with my 1st bf... it does heal.. dun say tat I am farting, though I really feel like farting.. but it does really help.. in extreme cases, you may wish to conduct a pillow fight or hit the arcade machines.. you may wish to call 1800-SAVE YOU for the samaritans to help...

AUNT AGONY - SamSam...

Long Weekend and BeyOnd

HellooOooo... long time no blOg le... how's everyone...??!

Last week was spent pretty much at work and enjoying lunch outings with a batch of new young gals.. I feel super young..!! Not working today but have to report tomolo for the last day.. feel abit uneasy tat i am finally leaving this place... well, i actually like being there, cuz there's mei, shi, belle and eng... PAY DAY is coming!! YAY!! needa put aside some $$ to do my hair.. i feel like a xCB with messy hair :( okie lets recap....

Friday: G-thongs outing
had dinner at Breko with G-thongs members after work.. ooooh... the broccoli soup was nice, but alittle too creamy for me.. but the chef salad is fantastic..!!! i love salad..!! but i had this stupid consti and made me feel damn bloated :( couldnt shit even... wat can be worse than CANT SHIT..?? even one of the things human beings are born to do also cant execute.. WTH... then we went window shopping..!! Bugis still remain one of the places i love to shop as there are simply so many things to look at even my 4-eyes also not enough...!! bot nothing *heng ah! save money!!* we had great fun taking pix with our hp at mos burger before AK came to join at abt 9... after my meimeis left, i pei AK to have his dinner, then we stroll ard town, to shaw, ard raffles hotel, before he sent me home on a cab...

Saturday: BF day I
woke up pretty early.. left home at 10+ to shop at TM and bot a top and bottom from FOX at $35 and got a beach bag FREE!!! i got the BLUE one!! YAY!! the chioest design... meet up AK after he knock off at 2... went grocery shopping at Bedok NTUC and bot ingredients to cook for the evening, not forgetting the sandwiches we made for lunch... he bot me a HellO Kitty - Mission Rescue x-box game and a controller, and we spent a good afternoon on his x-box machine.. the game was fun and the graphics sooooooooo soooooooooooooo cute.....!!!! it even made him dream of kitty at night *wahahahaa....* Dinner was lotus root soup with fried porky, potatoes and dou miao... he gave 10/10 for the dou miao kekekez.....

Sunday: BF day II
again, we spent time on his x-box machine playing Hello Kitty Game and cleared the 16 stages, including defeating 4 'Kings' which I am most afraid of HAHA.... dinner was fried rice at the coffee shop near his hse kekekez...

Monday: BF day III
Kitty Game aside, we went shopping!! Bugis again..!! had lunch at Tinum but seem to have tummy upsets after tat.. not sure if its the food or our stomach just cant take it... bot a scrub from Body Shop and took a photo card..!! from bugis, we walked to city hall, window shopped at raffles city, tried on some clothes at mango *bot nothing*, then walked to park mall for tea.. after tat we proceeded to PS.. tried something at Fox, yet was unsuccessful again.. took train to Eunos where I visited his office.. picked up some stuff and left home to help him in his work.. completed his docs in about an hr then we had dinner at a nearby zhu chao stall before i left home..

Tuesday: Interview Day..
..at a HR outsourcing co situated along Lavender ST.. location uncool but the interview was great even though i was late for 10 mins.. not v sure if they will offer me the job (i have a hunch they will) but have to see how much they are offering.. i am after the $$ factor for this job as I have the skills they are after... AK happen to be ard town so we met for lunch at MS.. then we walked to suntec and had a short window shopping session.. we split after tat, i made my way home while he went back to office.. he came for house visit again at night.. i helped him do his work as he is really poor at typing.. i think my parents really like him as my mother already start asking "why dun u 2 go apply a flat..??", "rent your room out to him so he can save on his $600 monthly rental.." WAHAHAA.... imagine we are tog <1>

Wednesday: Rot
suppose to report for work but lydia sms to tell me to go on thu instead.. so i shall rot at home ba.. read my FTT or go window shop and library at CP.......... gg for breakfast liao... ciaoz...

Finishing Avnet...

Probably 2 more days to go.. Lydia coming back today from her looooong MC... Long weekend approaching, interview on Tue, morning swim, rotting ard... so many things to look forward to...

Yesterday had fun at AK's kitchen.. I cooked him 3 dishes and 1 soup.. and we enjoyed every bit.. cant finish all the food eventually as it was TOO much liaoZ.. HAHA.. cut down the ingredients next time.. I am so happy as I enjoy cooking..!! Somehow I managed to whip up the dishes w/o practice.. Imagine I din cook since Sec4 Home Econs class... kekekez... He came home at 8pm and made me open the door for him (he got keys okie).. then he laughed saying.. "it feels so good to have someone open the door for me!!" Everything was GoodGood yesterday :)

GPC outing!! Friday 7pm at Bugis.. Everyone please suggest a makan place..!! I think I can stay till 9-10+.. hope u gals wont mind..!! Loooong weekend coming right..??! Dun forget to update wat you did/gg to do for this weekend har...!!!! ^_^

GPC outing Postponed

Sorry gals.. cant compromise right..?? Maybe next time bah... Sam now busy le..

AK got his bad toothie extracted this morning and he's been jumping like a monkey... enjoying the newfound bliss that the pain in the ass is gone.. start talking non stop again, maybe compensating for the "silence" over the weekend.. entertaining me once more... yet, he complained non-stop bleeding at the wound.. tasting blood all the time *yucks*... He got paid!! for his stunt at the magic show sometimes back and bot me a good meal of crystal jade at PP!! Today is another escape for us to enjoy each other's company and looking forward to cooking for him on Wed~!! There he goes crapping again..... met his childhood fren outside Roxy Sq and tat guy revealed tat he just got ROM and bot a new flat in Bedok.. checked the price, the size and everything.. then looked at me in the eyes and said.. "Let's go get married!!" SiaO... HAHA...

Nothing much to report today except it was really busy at work... i dun understand why wherever i go, i would get very busy at work.. same with cms and avnet.. walau.. though i am the highest paid temp yet is the busiest one.. no time to go wee wee and drink water.. another thing i dun get it is why when i dun have time to drink water i still got so much wee wee....??? Walau... cant wait for lydia to return and take back her shit jobs.. then i can continue my carefree life, flipping papers for new opportunities... right now, i feel sleepy le.. Zzzzz...

Men dun listen and women can't read maps HAHA..

AK intro this funny book to me.. it made me think of the joke Chris had on her blog.. the 30k and 15k words one.... HAHA........... sometimes, somehow, or rather, most of the times, first impressions are wrong and deceiving... so, do you think AK is outgoing..?? Loves to talk? Or loves to engage in small talk..?? Nah... he admits he's an introvert... INTROVERT!!!! what a word to use on him right...??!! Over my DEAD body would I think of him as one that night when I re-met him at O-Bar... so far, I discovered that he loves to read (very very much), zOne out, slow in responding (3 sec or more), always lost in tots, loves Jackie Wu's variety shows and sorta dun like to mix ard that much as I think... he only talk when necessary, esp for business or at work.. thats y his boss start to shOOt him now, for being introvert and less talking personal with colleagues... Yet, so far he's been good.. and I dun complain or penalise people for being quiet.. tats y i still remain SAtisfied.. anyway, i am sometimes quiet too.. and i love my own peace..

Now I'm chilling out alone again.. ENJOYING SIA!! All those travelling and expenses we went to for the sake of meeting each other almost everyday can be a killer.. just 2 weeks and i start to feel lethargic already.. issit good to think "how long can we last?" haiZzz... this is the downside of being in a r/s... what is the "push" factor that can keep us going on..?? what is the "pull" factor that can draw us together continuously..?? i start to peifu those people who can be together for years and years... haizz.. i am abit lethargic and i really have little confidence that this is gg to last... think less would be a good solution hor hahaha... or rather.. keep thinking that i am bathing in bliss shall do the trick :) stay positive bah, Sam!!

BAZAAR!!! so today i just went to pay for Shi's stall.. when i was there, mei hasnt paid yet.. so i pray that she better pay it on time!!! cuz our stall is 8 = FA FA FA!!!! Then the GPC outing still havent decided... O-bar..? Fri or Sat...?? I dun think I am bringing AK along.. think I cant enjoy fully if he's there.. So gals.. I can only do these:

Friday: dinner or O-bar - but i can only be there till ard midnight (SORRY!)
Saturday: Morning I can go sentosa, or afternoon hi-tea or shopping, sat evening and sun reserved for bf le... SORRY!!!

In any case, let me know if you wanna club or what.. i try to accomodate my schedule even if i have to leave the guy at home... he's extracting his wisdom tooth this week and needs my attention, so hope u gals dun mind :)

TOgether and AlOne

Finally back home to blog... miss my computer... home sweet home... Having spent 2 days with him and happy 2 weeks... moments of bliss revolving in my head... we are like 2 young children, exploring each other's lives day by day... start to understand each other more and more.. Just 2 weeks and it seemed like a long time already... with him, I behaved like a young kid... abit OFF the way i truely am.. he's like a boy-man.. abit DIFFerent from the person I want, yet able to make me LAFF... Not sure how's the future going to be like, but right now, I am SATisfied...

It had been a good experience.. we went to get the pot and pan after work on Fri, yet discovered there was no gas which the idea of breakfast with bacon on toast backfired.. nonetheless, able to whip up beef pasta for him, which he complimented was better than pastamania's... i havent been cooking for a long time, so am glad tat i din burn anything.. made pancake and ham sandwich for him as breakfast on sunday.. he went back to office while i made my way to tanglin to pay for the bazaar thingy...

I think I am born a loner.. I quite treasure my time alone.. it has been a while since i last walked on orchard rd alone.. its good to be under the morning sun and nice to see people walk past me along the shopping st.. i bot a cone ice cream while walking to tanglin.. think i'll walk away the calories so wont feel so sinful :) paid for the thingy and shopped alone.. tanglin mall is usually quiet.. bot AK's fav brownie at 3.50 a pc, gg to feed him in the evening :) eat lunch alone and enjoyed my lonesome hr observing angmo kids and guys *ops* I still very much like being alone sometimes.. enjoying my peace of mind and quietness.. esp during meal hr.. i needa think and reflect on stuff.. haha.. i think this is afterall my character which is impossible to change..

Now blogging and feeling the urge to shit (again).. still cant get used to shitting elsewhere except the home.. kekekez.. will be doing my aerobics and facial later..!! TATA!!

BrainLock

Red and Yellow and Pink and Green.... Purple and Orange and Blue~... I can see the rainbow, see the rainbow, see the rainbow too..........................

TireD

Think we needa rest.... like marathon these days.. non stop travelling and finding activities till I start to feel lethargic and FAT... feeling bloated again these days (after HK) perhaps I havent been exercising since i start going out with AK... maybe its time to "break" for a while...

somehow, i kinda miss those single days.. if i am working, i would do my aerobics after work and chill out on my own.. less money spent and more valuable time at home.. now, i dunno how to describe.. happy, yes... but then tired and FAT.. last nite AK dozed off while watching TV... leaving me behind to find activities of my own.. haha... I will kena scold by blurry again as I became the voluntary maid... have to find things to do while he is Zzzz... I dun like watching tv, sit down there do nothing.. so i rather clear his laundry and the dining table.. he woke up and found the house neater :) its also good workout for me.. so i traded aerobics for housework.. my new name is Maria...

We leave today out to chill out on our own.. he spent time in his office, clearing his neverending paper work while I went home to eat mama's food and ROT... though I would like to see him but I think i am pretty tired today as terribly bz at office, i worked late and little sleep lately.. I dun wana feel suffocated.. how nice if he just lived next door.. and yesterday we were discussing on housing issue... he mentioned buying a flat or he stay at my house.. can save the rental on "something else".. hinting marriage..?? not so soon bah.. i am not ready to settle down yet.. but then would be nice if we lived together.. save on the travelling expenses and such... yet, my room is a cosy haven for one person only.. less freedom too... been thinking how to maintain this r/s as long term travelling will become tiring, exhausting on the pockets and brings about diluting of feelings... how to prevent mishaps from happening...??? i dunno la... dun wanna think so much le.............

Smurfs

The theme "Lalalalalala... Lalalalala..........." kept ringing in my head...

Yesterday was cool!! went to Tanglin mall with meimei after work to register for our 2nd bazaar..!! hope we get the same nice spot again.. wats more, we have 2 chances now!! YAY!! Then we went to the foodcourt and tasted the beef kuay teow.. walau i am such a big eater i wonder why.. cannot.. must start dieting again else my waistline will eXpand... meimei went home while i shopped ard on my own while waiting for AK to finish his co dinner at Grand Hyatt.. Eventually, I bot 2 thongs from Topshop, 1 black and 1 pink lace lace one.. so cute!!!! Then i bot a pink spag top from FoX.. waahahhaa.. so shiok.. so long never shop since HK!!! felt so blissful..!! total damage is 30 bucks nia... wait when AK's citibank supp card arrive then I will shop and he pays wahahaaaa........ ^_^

We met up at 9.30pm outside Tangs and he introduced me to his colleagues, both chio aunties... we took a taxi home on his co expenses to my house.. oh shit, he made a blunder lor, he called my sis "auntie" when he din see her face properly as she was wiping her hair dry from the shampoo.. kekekez.. such a funny scene and i think i laughed till his face turned red.. but then he's good at handling such situation.. apologized to sis and explained tat he din see clearly.. then he also offered to pour tea kekekz.. hope he can get along with my family lor.. then things will look cool :) he's super tired lor and i chased him home at 11.30pm.. the end of our brief meeting last nite.. will be missing him every now and then kekekez...

SamSam (mOOd 4 Luv)

To love or not to love??

Time to blog again.. this weekend is a good one ^_^ though tiring, but will be bringing back lotsa memories for the future.. we spent alot of time together these 2 days.. did alot of chores for him.. well, the cooking bit hasnt started yet since we havent got the pots and pans... I got a new phone!!! Nokia 7260 WHITE model.. AK is holding the BLACK one.. so, we have the couple phone kekez :) He's sweet to me as usual, except he's a little tired and terribly stoned this weekend.. I shd say, it is a freaking busy week for him, having started work, with all those orientation, product knowledge blasting blah blah blah... only a robot wouldnt be tired.. he's always deep in tots and half listening.. and his response is 3 seconds slower.. i called it delayed response, hibernating mode and his new nick is "MR FLINTSTONE"..

I'm so tired, din sleep well last nite.. yet felt rather blissful as I have been longing.. I dunno how long this is going to last.. sometimes I still feel melancholic.. (xCB - think so much for wat???) but somehow it will come for no reason.. I think probably there's still a fear in me tat this one might fail as well.. I will only put in 60%, at least if it malfunctions, I wouldnt be as hurt as before.. I just wish this would continue cuz I din smile truthfully for a long time already.. anyhow, there's already a scar in my heart.. I like him though.. cuz he makes me happy, he makes me laugh etc.. love him? Not to the extend bah.. it takes time to love someone.. but I sincerely care for him.. such as I hope he can live in a cleaner house, tats why i did the chores for him.. I hope he has clean clothes to wear, tats why I wash/iron clothes for him.. but no good food to eat yet.. I am rather proud of him and dun mind showing him to my family, friends, etc..

To love or not to love?? In order to love, we have to sacrifice some and gain some.. But i tot, one shouldnt suffer when in love.. we only suffer when we are OUT OF LOVE.. so i dun see why people are upset when still in love.. I maybe in cloud 9 now, but I still hold on to the mentality tat if one day this r/s stop functioning, I shd move on and search for a better one.. I dun wanna suffer anymore in love.. I always believe tat being in love is equal to happiness, there should not be any sadness.. Here's to wish all those in love a merry relationship..

Ya, I am talking cock, so wat??

1 Day without Him

Going to miss him when he has to travel to Batam today till tomolo morning.. only one day of absence will make us miss each other like crazy ^_^ I felt so sweet instantly whenever i thought of him and even thinking of dropping my wish to become a marketing/event executive and grabbing any jobs tat allows me to knock off on time so tat I can be with him for the max no. of hrs per day..

He's really nice to me :) Yest, i had this last min interview at Raffles City Convention Centre at 845pm which is a last min arrangement.. he happens to be at Oriental Hotel for a function and he came to look for me.. I was flustered as I was already late and unable to find the girl who called me.. wats more is I have to fill in a very long survey and personality test with tiny words in each page.. he was there to calm me down and trying very hard to make me more relaxed.. then i went in for 30 mins while he waited outside.. I think I made a blunder and dun think I could get the job.. After I came out, he's there reading his own materials and had already mingled with the people working there.. He took me out to the lounge so I could relax and tell him abt the interview.. I wonder why yest I was in such a mess :( Well, I told him tat this job requires to work long hrs and sometimes on weekends and even occasional overseas travel.. he told me "NO" immediately.. but relented when I looked at him with pleading eyes.. HAHA.. I know for sure tat i wont take up this job even when offered.. I dun think this co pays well and I want to pei him as much as possible..

We took a cab to my home and reached there at 11pm.. I am very touched as so far he has been very consistent and caring.. i think mama likes him as she smiles so much when saw him.. even offer us food and drinks kekez... he pei me for awhile, teaching me new poker tricks and made me laugh AGAIN.. we cant bear to part but still have to part.. so he left b4 midnight and we shall meet again on sat!!!!!!!! will be missing him................

Simply Cute ^_^

The feeling of being in love is fantastic and it sure beats anything else in the world.. I never felt better in these 9 months and even when doing shitty job can still keep up tat smile..

AK so far had not disappoint me.. he just made me happier each day and want to be with him more and more.. We meet for the 3rd day consecutively and each time, he rushed down from work so he could be with me.. came to my house on Tue and met my mama and sis.. mama had a rather good impression of him and he's already approved.. dad looks excited at the box of polar cakes he bought for us.. i think he must be dying inside to meet AK.. we had great fun these few days.. he performed magic tricks tat made me laugh and also won abt 10 rounds of dou-xiao-dian over me.. i am a damn loser at gambling and could never win in any games.. he's real smart and picks things up very fast.. i feel so much happier being with him.. or being ard him, when he's all smiles, so ready to make me laugh, so caring and loving.. I hope it can last though.. i will work very hard this time round..

He came to my place again today and gave me a lesson on how to write an impressive resume.. i like to hear him lecture cuz he gave great ideas and his "lessons" are somewhat interesting.. he's very expressive and taught in a creative manner.. he became my tutor again wahahaaa... again, he did his magic tricks tat made me lol.. i think this is the kinda feeling i want.. and at the end of the day, i cant bear to see him go.. haizz.. sorta melted for him.. i got to know him better after the YES-decision and found tat he's very worthy to be loved.. though i only have a 50-50 confidence in this, yet I hope we could last.. on the other hand, sometimes i still think of AL, he only made me sad.. i dun think AK could ever replace him but then i hope he can supersede him.. AL was never as good to me like AK.. i think i was very foolish to think tat he loved me.. but then, i hope i could get lucky this time.. to really have God answered my prayers..

A Brand New Start :)

Was with AK the whole of yesterday.. starting to like him more and more.. you know, he's so easy to love and such a darling sometimes.. I began to have less doubts on the YES-decision.. Many things are hard to describe about him, but he just made me feel comfortable.. easy to speak to and easy to request anything.. perhaps we are close on both intellectual and maturity level bah, so it makes everything nice and easy.. Feeling bad for splurging on him for the past week so i decided to pay some of the expenses this time round.. i bot him a delifrance loti from my place for lunch then also paid for my own transport.. now then i feel the pain of spending 20+ bucks.. imagine he spent far more than tat for each date.. yalor, feel guilty liao le...

The day was spent in a relaxing manner.. watched tv/vcd in his hse, chit chat, etc.. found tat he's very independent, living on his own, washing own clothes, do own chores etc.. but his clothes kinda stink as he fears to put the laundry out to the sun (he's afraid of heights kekez) so i volunteered to HELP!! and even pressed his shirts for work this week kekez.. So, I am a housewife in training la WAHAHAAA... we went for grocery shopping but only bot a fabric softener hehee.. too bad we cant cook at his place as he doesnt even have a wok!! Not even oil, salt, soy sauce!! ALAMAK! Disaster!! Dinner was eaten at a nearby hawker centre.. we had so much laughter over a silly game of snake and ladder, daidee and dou xiao dian Kekekez.. I had alot of fun and he made me very happy ^_^

Happy Labour Day :)

Updates! Updates!
GPC was at dbl O again~!! The Carlsberg 11 thingy was such a bore that i nearly fell asleep.. Mark Richmond is quite handsome in person, Glenn Ong looks like a flirt and Jamie Yeo looks like a sl*t Wahahaa.... arent they in real life..??!! Kekez.. Though I dun like Glenn but still have to give Jamie credits for her nice voice and buay-pai radio deejaying... she looks quite pretty la but i still think she is too skinny liao.. poor elena baby had to leave early to pacify her boy-boy.. *hope everything's fine ya :) * Belle was there too! And you know what..?? i find her so cute..!! such a lovely nature can be hidden under a woman's shell.. dun u think she looks matured yet possess tat cute 20-yr-old girl girl spirit in her..??! Wahaha... and, she's so catwalk model like lei... wish my mei-mei and belle *new mei mei* all the best in their pursuit of a modeling career ^_^

You know what?? I said YES liao keke... this guy is really not difficult to love and impossible not to like.. he may have a stupid grin (still looks stupid to me la HAHA) but his sincerity and persistence moves me today.. he sorta pia down to OO for me.. though he mentioned he was meeting a fren, ended up the fren was nowhere in sight and even unreachable via phone.. he spent 25 bucks to gain entry so tat he can watch over me as i told him b4, tat OO has tons of horny young men who like to poke their deedeeS at us PRETTY GALS :) i start to feel abit guilty for the initial intention of making him pay for the transport.. i begin to feel abit heartpain for his money.. haiz.. i am not someone who will really tok people's vege head lor.. so when i start to feel heartpain for his $$ means i start to have feel for him liao lor heheee... *maybe ba* And then, when we were at the executive bar, he began his "daily report" recounting things he did when he woke up till he met me, and even the food he ate.. like very guai lor.. and i din even ask him anything.. start to feel tat he is a guai-guai-zai and he quite teng me la ^_^ yest we went to see collectible toys at raffles place, he's so farnee and squirmed like a child each time he saw something he likes or familiar with, he paid for movie/food and even the cab home.. everything he BAO in this week.. i think he shd be almost broke by now.. So thanks to mei and chris for picking up the hint just now.. though i know u gals can split the bill but i think he shd be rewarded so i decided to pei him which eventually led to the YES decision.. not forgetting he buy me food and pay for the cab home when i was made a pauper by the 2 glasses of super-ex tequila sunrise *TMD*

So eventually, i am taking a risk into a new bgr.. i dunno how the road ahead will be like but just like what chris mentioned, dun think so much of the end, just enjoy the thrill.. i am not totally prepared to be in a r/s again but will try my best to be a good gf based on my vague and limited experience of a gf.. Thank you GPC for helping me on my road to recovery, i hereby declare the end of my 9-month singlehood.. Its a pleasure to know and be with all of you.. BUT GPC will still remain a very impt part of my life and i will continue to be ACTIVE in all GPC events and admin matters.. You gals can continue to ask me out for shopping!! I pledge to continue serving GPC, to live and die a GPC member WAHAHAA... *I am still gamed for Sentosa as i dun wanna waste my sentosa card!!!!!!!!!!!!*

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I think I am afterall easily satisfied... I told him b4 i always wake up late on sat and cant get the recruitment papers for a few weeks consecutively.. so he bot the sat papers while he was out, since the papers were too thick, he read then threw away the rest and kept the recruitment section for me.. *touched*... Yest, i gave him the carlsberg keychain which the carlsberg girl gave us.. i told him honestly tat its a free gift and he accepted it with delight, saying tat even its FOC but he'll still treasure it.. giving me great laughs by adding, "10 yrs later i will tell my son tat this is the first gift ur mama gave me, its a free gift from the carlsberg girl and the reason why she gave me is because she doesnt have enough space to keep in her pocket... blah blah blah...." WAHAHAA... damn farneeeee lor ^_^