Hey!!!

Oh well, so I'm starting work in less than one month's time.. I'm excited as well as lazy about it.. Having stopped working for close to 4 months, I think I've already forgotten some of my work.. Hehe.. Need some time to pick up the pieces..

Actually I'm also quite lazy to start. Although I wake up very early these days and have equally lesser sleeping hours, I still have tome to nap in the afternoons if I need to. But after starting work, I can't nap anymore. However, I'm looking forward as that means I will have more time to myself.. I may miss my bb, yet I really desired more time to myself. Now, whatever time I have goes to my daughter.. At least I have excuse to be away once I start work.. Right now, I can't leave the house too long ad I know I have the responsibility to care for my baby and shouldn't just dump her to my mum.

Charmaine is 3 months and 3 days today.. Happy that she had made some improvements. She no longer cry like before.. As we understand her better now. We bring her out more often and is easier to care for.. I still don't have time to shop when I bring her out.. But that's ok.. As long as she is well behaved.. I believe in time to come, I can shop with ease when I bring her out..

Another headache I have.. The weight can't seemed to go down.. I am seriously fat and I don't have many clothes to wear.. Although I jog few times a week. I didn't manage to keep the weight off as I still eat alot.. At least more than the pre-preg days.. OMG!! I need to lose weight quick!!!! SOS!!!

I can't diet much as I'm still breastfeeding.. So I'm eating well and hopefully can lose weight thru exercising.. It won't be as easy as before.. I lost 12kg when I was 19 thru dieting and exercise.. I'm no longer ad young as before, so it won't be that easy anymore..

Now I am 62kg, I hope to go under 60 when I start work.. Looks bleak.. :(