Current affairs

My life has changed so much since the baby was born... it wasn't easy yet enjoyable... Parenthood has changed both my hubby and me.. and we have to readjust ourselves and our lifestyle towards it... our house has to make space for the baby and so is everything in our life... my life now revolves around my Charmaine.. Day in, day out, I have been busy for her.. I start as early as 6.30am till midnight just to care for her.. my life is simply about feeding, changing diapers, expressing milk and doing chores for the comforts of my baby... all this takes me 18hrs a day... yes, I am short of sleep, but if you ask me is this worthwhile, it is a definite YES!

I thank the weather these few days as it wasn't as sunny as last week... the rain was nice to sleep in and my baby can also sleep better in this weather.. Being a mother for just 2 weeks, I have learnt alot of things and understood that being a mother is the greatest thing in the world... you wouldn't understand how a mother feels unless you become a mother yourself... through this, I learnt to respect my mother more than ever and felt ever so guilty about how I used to misbehave and made my mother angry... ops... but my mother will always forgive me, just like how I felt about my baby now... no matter how much she cries and how much she bothers me, I will never blame her or hold it against her.. and these I do for her is most willing and from the bottom of my heart... I love my baby :)