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I slept at 4am last nite.. dun ask me why cuz I'm never gonna answer.. was really down last nite and poured out my woes to ivan over the phone.. din tell him all the stories, just touched the main points.. he knew i was really upset over the whole thing.. you know what, he CRIED with me over the phone.. besides my dad I think ivan is the next guy who loved me the most.. even though i treated him badly in the past.. to think, he waited 7yrs (he added one more yr last nite) in vain for me.. its too late to talk about anything now.. anyway we are great frens now..

I got up at 10am.. armed with my cammie, went out alone at noon.. been some time since I last walked along citylink all the way to suntec.. at HMV citylink, I gave in to buying an original keane album.. thats call the power of sampling.. i was totally mesmerized by 80% of the songs.. A music lover, how can i not get it..?? gave explanade a miss though I wanted to go.. planned my itinerary wrongly.. shd be esplanade-suntec-bugis, yet i only realised when i reached suntec that i shd have gone to esplanade b4 suntec.. too late (again)..

Toured suntec in an economical way.. usually would go carrefour and the shopping mall areas.. but not today.. I just walked along the shops, NO SHOPPING.. went up to sky garden and took some pictures.. reminiscing the days when we were there.. our first date and dinner was there, at sky garden, at the seemingly marche Jap restaurant.. we always like to go there.. esp sky garden, we looked at the stars there.. seemed like a long time ago... yet i still miss every bit of it.. walking over to the rice table side, the family mall, the arcade where he always had a go at the wheel.. i miss every little bit of it.. I had some fun on my own.. spent a dollar at the toy machine and got a majiam eerie butterfly thingy..

Walked the bridge to beach road (alone, again).. I was never good at exploring places.. he was the one to expose me to this bridge, where its the shortest route from suntec to bugis and vice versa.. passed by his fav pork chop rice stall at shaw food court.. all those little bits of memories are always carried along with me.. the table we once sat at.. the drinks stall had changed attendants.. other things remained the same, though the people who patronised there changed.. walked all the way to bugis and toured tat place abit.. visiting the edge.. those familiar stores we once stepped in together.. next stop i toured bugis st in a jiffy.. bot nothing, which is a good sign.. then i walked over to fu lu shou building and spent some time there buying materials for my jewellery making.. supposed to meet ivan in his office at sim lim till his knock off.. yet i felt like going home instead.. so i sms him to find out the way from bencoolen to little india, where i can take the NE train home.. well, he told me to cross over to sim lim and wait for him there, he will escort me over.. such nice treatment.. i dun think i deserve it..

I came home and start doing mother's blue crystal bracelet.. she loved the end result :) made another thinner one with her balance beads.. Here I am blogging and daydreaming.. thinking of him again and again.. It just never stop and got worse when I start to idle.. I dunno whats my brains made of.. mud..?? i am such a stick in the mud right? Telling myself not to deny, I really am still in it for him.. I dunno how long its gonna last.. maybe a very long time.. I just can't control it.. see, my mind's full of crap.. so, the moral of the story is, dun idle so much, get a job and keep your mind occupied with things.. throw those rubbish away..


My birthday flowers - A quick shot before they die out

Suntec City - View from 3 Floor.. see, so empty on a Tue afternoon

Sky Garden ~ Not even sure when they change the signboard.. dun think it was like this the last time I noticed it (not sure how long ago).. always rem that "Sky Garden" is written in green italic letters..

View from Sky Garden (the real Garden aka smoking area aka making out area)

Day View of the Sky GARDEN.. we once stood there looking at the stars at night.. I can still remember what we wore that day.. wonderful..??

The toy machines.. or rather capsules machines.. spent a bloody dollar and got a bloody toy which i think eventually would end up in the bin.. shd have taken pictures only, at least its FREE.. anyway had fun at this.. spent some time deciding which machine to slot the coin.. hey, some are really ex! there are like 2 bucks, 3 bucks and the most ex is 4 BUCKS! Its just so expensive to raise kids nowadays, even the toys, or rather a minute's novelty is so ex!!

They have capsule machines displayed everywhere in suntec (only now then i realise) on top of the machines they displayed these cute collections.. I had a great time taking pics! And this, I really like..! Mermaid..!!

This collection is also cute.. a collection of cute doggies with a butterfly on their noses and their body is made of transparent plastic casing.. Its so small and I wonder how much things we can put inside.. Anyway, if I remember correctly, this shd cost 3 bucks per capsule.. WOW!

Ya this store... contains alot of memories for me.. I rather not go in and relive them... just take a pic outside..

Yes yes, this is the power of sampling.. Keane's CD.. with a free photobook.. dunno what use.. but then it costs the same w/o the photobook, so why not..?? Got it from HMV while browsing the CDs.. had no intention to get really, but kena lured by sampling.. Shit.. to think I was a marketing student, yet I fell for it... yet to justify this purchase (or impulse), the songs are really NICE.. currently playing on my radio repeatedly is Bedshaped.. A really bitter sad song which represents my current mood.. Highly recommended CD! Songs like This is the last time, everyone's changing, Somewhere only we know.. etc.. Super NICE!