Reminiscene 17 Nov

Wednesday

Another seemingly bad day at the office.. felt moody and frustrated with stuff.. had a hard time fighting back tears in the lady's restroom and planning on my resignation again.. staying on in a job that you obviously dun like is really damaging to both your physical and emotional well-being.. in the afternoon met up the fedex people and find them full of life.. they must have loved their job very much.. how I wished i could also be like them.. working on stuff that i like and enjoy my everyday... talked to chris and ollie.. haiz, "Hang it there!" they said! really like chris' positiveness.. she was saying this that made me laugh: if i were you, i would be happy to think that i'm graduating and quitting next year... :) One good thing about today is my blog is no longer followed by those kaypohs.. can finally find some peace and not let those strangers know so much about my life...

attended class just now.. stole some time to work on my tute question this afternoon and proved to be worth the effort as my presentation went on smoothly and the answer was correct... last min work and making use of company's resource without feeling guilty.. this is me these days.. rem those days when i was working in cristofori, things like that were non-existent.. i was overly concerned with conserving the company's resources and ensured practically no wastage.. and i was always working working and working non stop.. no lazing and i just enjoyed my everyday.. did i make a mistake to leave the company? there shouldn't be any regrets now.. it has already been 2 years now.. going back there is impossible and i just have to move on from here...

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