Time to complain

Quite down today.. Perhaps had a great 4 day long weekend and feels somewhat relunctant to go back to office.. Hehe.. Anyways, it's more than that..

I feel so ashamed of myself, for having regular anger fits lately.. The victim is no doubt the hubby.. Yesterday was one which made myself feel so down.. Long story.. But then turns out it's my mistake which I blame on him.. Anyway he's great, he didn't do anything to me.. Went downstairs for a walk and cooled off.. Sometimes I wonder why I can't control my temper like him.. Haiz.. Is it so difficult?? It's myself to blame :(((((

Made me rather upset at work today.. Somemore lunched alone and kept quiet the whole day.. Hope time passes quickly cuz now I'm looking forward to my leave this coming Friday which I will have a great 6 days break!!

So what am I complaining about? Myself?? Ya maybe.. LOL

Suddenly mind blank and dunno what to write... To be continued..