Daily Reminiscence 25 - 31 Oct
Second day without mum&dad at home.. woke up at 10am this morning, showered and spent 15mins on iSqueeze, enjoying my breakfast at the same time, multitasking to save time.. promptly begin my NM assignment before 11am.. computer down :( have to use sis' computer.. worked almost non stop till 7.30pm.. perhaps only stop for toilet breaks and a quick lunch.. had such a headache working on the assignment and at the end of it, just felt like puking.. feeling rather down today, been rather tired lately.. did not reply several sms and email from frens.. just felt like being alone.. chatted on the phone with lian-jie and planned to go badminton with terence and her next sunday.. can foresee the next few days bz mugging away :( ...
He msn me last nite while I was watching "The Audrey Hepburn Story".. he just came back from bkk.. having a mixture of feelings.. do I still think about him? My recent workload seems to help setting down the feeling abit.. but will it come back again when the job's done? In any case, I dun wish to go back to the depress mode again.. these 3 months hadnt been easy.. alot of tearing and such.. though it gave me a new perspective towards life but the journey is pathed with thorns.. Yes, I dun deny that I still think of him but have to keep reminding myself that he is no longer there for me anymore.. I have to move on from here and establish a new life for myself.. will we ever meet again? I dunno and dun wish to think at this moment.. Do I still miss him? Yes, I do, I dun deny.. But I just have to keep going on with my own life..
One more difficult week to go.. countdown: 6 days.. The most difficult 6 days.. faced with assignment submission, presentation and mid term exam all cramped into one week, plus mum&dad leaving me for a vacation at the weakest moment of my life.. Could not find time to meet lian-jie and terence, I felt so alone :( Hopefully this difficult week will pass soon!!
- Wen Signed off: 10.32pm @ Home -
SunDay MidNight: HaPpy HalloWeen :)
Never been to a Halloween party before.. this year got some invitations but have to give them a miss due to school work.. Aaaarrrgghhhhhh... Hopefully I will get invitations for next year, new year 2005, my bday, Valentine's Day.. etc.. Xmas already has something planned ;P
- Wen Signed off: 12mn @ Home -
SatuRday: PretZel
Attended lecture by MJ Tcha again today.. was 10mins late this morning.. somehow able to concentrate better today.. as usual, lots of thinking required.. lunch, had yong tau foo together with mag, tracy and chris.. last time having lunch with chris on a lecture that falls on a sat.. next week i'll be having the very last intensive lecture (finally) but chris doesnt have a class :( after class went bishan, intending to shop abit.. but ended up not buying anything.. haha.. getting more obedient liao.. I only bot a bag of gummies and ate a sour cream pretzel.. I am such a mountain turtle cuz I have never tasted a pretzel before.. today is the first.. well, it tastes.. just normal.. but I think in future I will give myself chances to try anything I want.. took mrt to YCK then transfer 86 home, almost fell asleep on the bus.. went to ntuc and bot some apples, pears, raisin bread, binbin rice crackers and a big pack of popcorns.. mum's away so gotta buy my own fruits, else my tummy will play tricks on me again.. haiz.. sis's steamboat party went ahead as planned though we started pretty late.. at 9pm.. later gotta work hard on NM assignment.. fri is the deadline, sat is presentation, not forgetting the mid term exam on thu... packed week! but planning to have a wonderful weekend next week!! YAY!
- Wen Signed off: 7.32pm @ Home -
FriDay EveNing: z00m~~
Attended class by MJ Tcha, and this lecture is better than the previous one.. the topics covered are not as difficult yet requires a lot of thinking.. Sis came to pick me up after class, we head home to pick up mum&dad and then to the airport.. Bro and his family was there too.. I didnt have dinner so we went to the kopithiam @ terminal 1 for kopi and kaya toast.. my sweet sweet cousins, Fernie and xiang xiang were there too... we took some pix but have to wait till mum&dad come home before i can upload them (my digge is with them on the plane now...) fernie took some with her SonyE K500i too... very clear.. hope she'll email to me soon! Showered and spent 15 mins on mum's latest toy---> Osim iSqueez.. i realli like it :) lecture will begin at 9.30am SHARP as emphasized by MJ Tcha.. tomolo will be the first day of one week w/o mummy&daddy ard... haiz.. will definitely miss them.. not forgetting me having to wash, clean and take care of my ahpok.. sis will service her car at 8am so poor ahpok gotta be alone for the morning.. snooze time.. nitez..
- Wen Signed off: 1.29am @ Home -
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My pretty cousin Fernie and me

FriDay: ReUni0n with FerNie ^_^
Dad was bz playing mahjong last nite so he got my little cousin, fernie, to pick me up.. so happi to see her finally since CNY.. so tall and getting prettier by the day! Only 19 years old and she DRIVES!! Went up to my place and we had a good girlie talk.. she's so close to me and even closer than my own sis.. I let her play ard with my clothes, makeup and computer.. we chatted till almost 1am before she head home on her own.. raining and late as usual this morning, had breakfast and started working.. having class this evening and be meeting this sweet o' cousin at the airport 11pm to see our parents off to Shanghai... will plan more activities with her when I am freer!! :)
- Wen Signed off: 9.56am @ Office -
ThurSday: Sleepy & Co.
This will be the name if I setup my own company now.. Zzzz.. Expected no time to blog tonite so I blog now.. spent 1.5hrs studying for IT during lunch and the text made me really sleepy.. lotsa work since morning and i was bl**dy late today.. rainy season, nice to sleep in but forced to wake up cuz of work.. haiz.. wonder if my death toll will take place tonite.. IT will be my murderer.. or shd it be MoonJoong Tcha, the korean lecturer?? Just like another korean horror flick.. I can imagine him crawling with a pale face, long hair and bloody long nails.. eeeks.. well, have to start planning for stuff.. mum and dad's leaving for shanghai tomolo and i have to cater for my own being.. next week is expected to be a crazy week and I hope i'll be able to pull thru it... if i am able to continue blogging, then it means i am still alive.. if only money would fall from the sky.. then i could just rot at home :(
- Wen Signed off: 2.15pm @ Office -
WedNesday: M00dy
Not in the best of moods, feeling lethargic as usual.. spent my lunch hour in the pantry studying for IT mid terms happening tomolo.. dun think will have sufficient time to do a complete revision, just skim thru the 5 examinable chapters and revise the tutorial questions.. tough unit! kept playing the song from someone's blog, tot if she replaces the song, then i have to find other alternative already.. 1 more hour before knock off.. feeling sleepy already.. things are just stagnant today.. later be gg to compass point again with mum to collect her osim leg massager.. i think i really need that, been feeling restless lately.. throw in some tonics too, would do the trick.. reckon tonite will be another long nite of studying.. tomolo will have to see that bl**dy korean lecturer again.. no doubt he will fail some of us, he is not that nice and in fact, abit wicked.. but 2 more weeks of final lectures and hope lectures be gone from my life forever.. gotta get mum to tape singapore idols for me tomolo nite.. competition getting intense.. wonder who is the next to go.. will miss alot of activities these 2 weeks.. loreal sale, bodyshop sale, metro sale, halloween party, etc.. haiz.. heard from ah fang that ah hoon be celebrating her children's birthday and one-month-old party in mid nov.. heng ah.. by that time i already finished all my lectures and mid terms.. so would be able to join in the party.. seeing babies will cheer me up:) looking forward to it now.. mum and dad be going to shanghai on fri til next sat, another load on my lean shoulders.. have to take care of ah pok, the catties, wash my own clothes, prepare my breakfast and clean the house during her absence.. haiz.. cant get sis to help, the most she would care for the catties.. countdown: 9 days to go...
- Wen signed off: 4.27pm @ Office -
TuesDay: ReST DaY
Feeling abit too tired, I applied leave to have a good rest and study for my forthcoming mid term exam.. woken up by ah-pok's barks at 7.30am.. can't let me have a good sleep even on a rest day.. tried to get back to sleep and finally got up at 9am.. did some studying and went for lunch with Mum at 1pm.. Lunch break = retail therapying.. became such a spendthrift these days.. but they are really nice buys.. God will have mercy on me.. payday is in 2 days' time.. besides saying I'm tired, I have nothing else to say.. one day's rest is not enough for me, I still feel so lethargic.. hope will get over the tough times soon.. later be gg dinner with sis and mum at punggol plaza, hope wont indulge in another shopping spree.. there is nothing to buy except groceries..
- Wen signed off: 7.04pm @ Home -
M0nday: FatiGue
A sense of fatigue overcame me :( Felt so tired suddenly that I dun wish to do anything and just wanted to Zzzzz... had a very tiring weekend and recapturing the previous week was an overloaded week packed with events everyday.. wishing for a good and long rest soon.. have to clear 2 mid term exams and a major assignment in next 2 weeks.. after which will be preparing for final exams.. feels so tired and yearning for a break :(