Saturday, October 30, 2010
Friday, October 29, 2010
The evening
Happy times passed quickly.. Soon it's 11pm and bedtime for Charmaine.. It's also time for me to head home... Same routine, hang laundry, keep the previous day's laundry, fold them and keep them.. Ironed clothes for tomorrow and then showered.. End of day.. Finally get to rest in bed listening to iPod speaker from my iPhone and typing this entry at the same time.. Love my iPhone too.. The Internet is no longer restricted to have to turn on multiple devices and stationary on a desk.. It's really what my friend says.. Anywhere and everywhere with the iPhone.. Haha.. And this is:
Sent from my iPhone :)
Thursday, October 28, 2010
A peaceful day
It just got me irritated.. To hear June's voice.. To be frank till now I still can't believe we are no longer friends. I'm still trying to avoid the fact that it's her who got me into this shit.. Nevertheless I seemed to still have this feeling for her.. Am I soft hearted? Well I think for certain people only..
Nothing much to update about today.. I'm now on the bus traveling home.. Looking forward to spending time with my little Charmaine till tonight ;)
Wednesday, October 27, 2010
New blog
Betrayal
As usual, this week is just another bad week after that fateful incident.. Had a talk with Yani and discovered more things about my friend, June. This person was once one of my best friends in EMC.. Someone whom I spoke alot to, had lunch with, go on gals' night out, and even shared a happy long weekend with in KL.. This friend, whom I fought with another colleague because I hate to see her getting bullied. This friend whom I feel so much for after she got cheated by her ex.. And this friend whom I protected over and over again, be it work or personal.. And the same person I never thought would betray my trust and hurt me deeply..
I never thought our confidante would do such a thing, spread the secret to another and it reached the big boss so quickly.. Now we have been branded as bully, not nice, quarrelsome, defiant and worse, terrorist.. Even say we outcast her when we are the minority!! Wonder how on earth can the minority outcast the majority??
This whole drama has really spoilt my appetite and mood for work. We can no longer be friends and I am deeply disappointed.. So learnt from mistake, never ever trust anyone again..
Thoughts
Last night, went for a walk with Charmaine and mum.. There was a funeral wake at our void deck, so mum told me to make a detour as she doesn't want Charmaine to be near it.. Later she passed by and told me it's a female Christian who looks pretty young by her photo.. I suddenly have some thoughts... Life is vulnerable.. So vulnerable.. You never know when or how you would go.. I know, ever since I have Charmaine, I care more about safety.. I think life is precious hence I need to protect myself in order to continue being with my love ones..
So this set me thinking and linked back to the stupid office drama.. Why should I feel so miserable? Either I stay and be happy or I leave for somewhere better.. It should be the latter..
Life is short, I wanna treasure it.. :D
Here's a recent pic of my Charmaine. :)
Saturday, October 23, 2010
Hello
and I am thinking of starting another blog... still thinking of the blog address.. will update once decided :P